I am eat, sleep, and breathe passion.
My Self-Summary
Most likely, I am not the person for you.
Many people will scream egomaniac, weirdo, or any other variety of
ad hominem attacks on me for my views. Im all reality, most of
those types are just bitter that they're not able to make the cut,
and can't accept their glaring mediocrity.
Here's the deal, I'm tired of dealing with average. If you're
average, you bore me, quickly. Now, like most people out there, you
probably think you're a unique little snowflake with your own
special gifts and talents, and I'm sorry to say but 99.9% of you
are fooling yourselves.
My self summary? I'm well above average, and I always have been. I
slapped off the manacles of mediocrity this society claps on us at
birth a long time ago, so I don't have much room in my life for
those who haven't shed their bonds yet. I don't have time for
people's herd conformity, lack of perspective or disingenuousness.
This most likely includes you.
What I’m doing with my life
Exploring those lesser traveled waters of the human experience.
Delving into the placid crystal waters of pure logic and thought as
well as sailing the stormy seas of emotion and sensation. Living to
find new heights of expectation, excitement and joy and facing
unafraid the abyssal depths of fear, sorrow and torment.
I’m really good at
Anything I put my mind to. If I can picture it, I can do it, and
with some practice, I can do it damn well. Lists are boring, and if
you're anything like me, you're not interested in them. If you want
entertainment, go watch another bland sitcom.
I'm unusually gifted at getting you to tell me the most intimate
details of your life story; how you think, how you act, even how
you fuck. I'll get inside your head and tell you just who you are.
The first things people usually notice about me
I'm at ease and peaceful with a certain grace that belies my
current appearance. People will often mention my voice, presence,
sense of humor or warmth.
My favorite books, movies, music, and food
Devouring books is a long standing pastime of mine. Everything is
open for reading as long as it's not any of the current crop of
homogenized pop culture feel good crap that lines the shelves at
your local big chain book store. Ephemeral fluff like that if a
nice distraction at times, but I love literature, something with
meaning, something with essence that pulls your mind into new
directions and down dark alleys of imagination.
Movies by and large aren't worth watching, not even documentaries
anymore, which is why so many people seem to eat them up and base
their lives off of them. Suffice it to say, about the only shows
worth watching come from the Playboy channel and occasionally
A&E.
Music has the unique ability to defy limits and labels and even the
most dumbed down hip hop bebop swill has a potential message. What
music do I like? I like good music, something inspired that comes
from the heart, the soul, and places lower in the anatomy.
Food, that feast for the senses and base of all practical magic.
Simply, I'll try anything, and having stuck to that simple
principle has granted me so many wondrous sensations and
experiences. The fiery yet homey spirit on good Indian dishes, to
the hearty yet delicate Middle Eastern fare; the tomato covered
goodness of Russian cuisine; the absolutely simple yet layered
flavors of authentic Chinese in all its forms; even to the
quintessential American hot dog. Of all of them, Chicago's hot dogs
sets the standard that no other place can surpass by any
means.
Just no mac & cheese, that swill is utter shit.
The six things I could never do without
Cognitive reasoning ability
great sex with foreplay that lasts for hours
touch - mental, physical, spiritual or otherwise
sensation
mental stimulation
winter
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Everything.
... and music. I've tried over 13 different musical instruments
(including flute) in my time and settled on only two now, but
slowly teaching myself violin as well. Everythign I see has its own
sound track playing in life. Its own internal tune, and the art of
music is teasing the essences of that inner song out into the world
for teh rest to see. A player just plays, but a musician, a
musician paints scenes and landscapes in sound and adds in teh
detail that brings them alive.
On a typical Friday night I am
Sleeping, reading or creating something. I don't have a need to
pick a specific day to go out and watch people get sloppy drunk on
overpriced domestic beer and make asses out of themselves. If you
find me out and about on Fridays, I'm either on a new journey, or
tearing up some bar musically with whatever band I'm in.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit here
I have an odd habit of acquiring stalkers. I'm not generally given
to grand displays of showmanship. Ask away if you want to know
something, if you're lucky, I might even reply if you can tell me
something of interest.
You should message me if
You understand how dumbed down this whole profile is for the
benefit of the drooling masses. You stopped understanding this
world a ling time ago. You don't need someone who will let you have
your space and be yourself because of your unshakable sense of
self. You get wet at the prospect of a new intellectual pursuit or
experience. You like it in the ass at times. You realize there is
more to life than simply accumulating money and mass produced
trinkets. You've read books more than 100 years old that are not on
a high school or college curriculum. You're not here looking for
salvation, a leg up, a new spark to spice up your current drab
existence or more than a 30 minute drive away.
Please don't bother sending messages about how much of a bad person
I am or how great you are, etc. I love printing them out and
passing them out at work for entertainment and I'm low on ink at
the moment.
If you don't understand the humor of all this, you probably won't
understand me. Move along.