A key to open any lock however, is valued greatly.- me
I've become rather jaded with the dating world. I'm giving this site a few more weeks, then I'm closing it out. I think I've just lost interest in relationships all together. In my experience, it seems better to have never loved at all as apposed to losing a great love, especially if was lost to uncontrollable circumstances.
I'm am what you would call charming as fuck. I know I know, it sounds shallow, but sadly it's true.
As has been said, I suck at talking to you online, so if I 'like' you or I visit your page more than once it probably means I'm interested I just have no idea how to say hi. That's how I am I suck at the interweb interactions, deal.
I've moved around a lot the past few years. I'm not 100% sure as to what I want in a partner but I will when I see her, I live on instinct most of the time.
I do know that I'm looking for something that will last.
We live in a world of double standards and contradictions, where pain can be pleasurable and that which makes you happy can also cut your life short. I believe (as in my opinion, not what I think is right) that free will is both a gift and a curse. I say this because no matter what choice you make, in someones eyes, it's wrong. I don't believe in organized religion, it's my life and as long as no one comes to harm as a result of my actions I'll continue to live as I do.
As an asshole, I was never alone.
Now that I'm trying to be a good person and settle down and find someone to love, my life is turning to shit.
What does that mean?