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35 / M / Straight / Single
New York, New York
His journal posts
Nov 13, 2010
Preface: This applies solely to me as an individual. For many, MANY people, it is actually about sex.
I've been feeling lonely. Not alone, per se, but lonesome. I have friends, and I see them regularly, but there's always something missing. Being somewhat introspective, I'm trying to put my finger on it. So I figured I'd just emotionally vomit onto OKCupid and see if it makes some sense.
I miss being in a partnership. Having someone with which I can be totally myself. Not saying that I am NOT myself with my friends, but we all know it's a different relationship between your friends and a significant other.
I miss all the little things. Post-its on the bathroom mirror. Meals just for them.
I miss the downtime on the couch, watching retarded TV. Giving footrubs. Getting backrubs.
I miss being someone's rock, the one they can turn to for strength, for sanity.
I miss pushing someone to go after what they truly want, and being pushed.
I miss appreciation. Acknowledgment. Desire. Romance.