What to say... well I'm going to be up front and honest, I'm a homebody my favorite place to be in snuggled up on my couch with a beer and a book, or perhaps trying to figure out if I can justify buying six books from the bookstore. However, it's the darnedest thing because my personality is the total opposite. I talk a lot and, sarcasm is my middle name, and it's been said that I have a big personality (whatever that means). When I'm comfortable with a group of friends you'd probably never guess that I spend so much time with my nose in a book but what can I say, I'm an anomaly.
I'm on this thing... again, because I'm not entirely sure how to meet real people. Meeting people in college is one thing, and meeting them at work is also pretty easy, but I work with old married people so we don't have much in common outside of complaining about library patrons soooooo, here I am.
I'm not sure if I'm looking for a relationship but I think I am. I haven't had too many of them, I've always been more of the guys best friend type, I'm called for a night of pizza and beer, not to go on a date, but I kind of like it that way. I'm so use to the friendship thing that sometimes relationships can feel weird and I think I unconsciously mess them up. I think the only way I'll feel comfortable is to date someone who I feel is a best friend. Someone who I feel comfortable with when I look a mess in the morning, or I'm in a cranky mood and just want to bitch. Yup that's probably the way it'll have to go. I think I made it sound complicated but I just want to feel comfortable being 100% me and I haven't been able to find that with someone that I don't consider just a close friend *sigh*.