I just finished my summer classes at Normandale, I got 4 A's and a B, which is a pretty good start to college. Eventually I want to over to a public college in the area and hopefully move to Colorado, Montana or some state out west. I am from Minnesota and I have always lived here. I would like to go to med school eventually and do something in the medical field, possibly anesthesiology.
I love to play games, go out to eat, watch movies, chill with friends, party, do anything outside, some sports, and just having fun. I like all types of music but especially music I can dance to so pop, techno/dubstep, dance etc. I also like rock a lot. I am a shy but outgoing person. I love to talk and meet new people, but it takes me some time to warm up.
I am a pot head and I have no problem with it. It helps me stay calm, positive, and just fun in general. I usually smoke with friends; it is such a great way to make new friends as well!
I have anxiety which controls a lot of my life and often effects my stomach. I try to stay positive and calm though. I am not satisfied with my past, I have made more then a few mistakes and I am still learning from most of them. I did a lot of stupid things that I wish I would have never done but it has all made me who I am today and I am generally happy with that. To be honest, my anxiety has been really well controlled recently and has not been effecting the quality of my life as much as it used to.
In a guy or girl I am looking for someone fun, self-dependent, caring and sweet, silly, goofy, interesting, loving, nice and a whole lot more. I have been with a lot of horrible guys in my past and I am trying to find something better then that. I think guys like my looks and my fun personality but my mental issues tend to scare most away. I get insecure often, I am often lonely and my anxiety makes me stress out way to easily. I tend to get lost in my own mind and am not always the best person. Now don't get me wrong though, I am a very loving and caring person and will do anything to help the people I care about. My mental state is much better then it used to be so those problems occur much less often. I try my best to keep it all in control and be the person that I know I am.
Notes to the people on here:
I would love to not have to add these messages but I feel like I need to add them. I am not a bitch I promise lol :)
Please don't ask for my number if we've only sent a few messages to each other. I don't want to give it out to everyone who asks.
I am not down for any bullshit, I have my problems and if you can't handle it then don't bother.
Also I am not here to deal with little boys who can't handle rejection, I am open to what ever but I will be very picky and selective. I will not be put down because of it. I am blunt and honest and I will express my thoughts and feelings.
Also don't take me wrong cause a lot of my tests and questions make me seem like a very sexual person. I am honestly not much of a whore. I am very experienced yes, but I don't go around openly trying to get on nuts and I don't fuck just anyone. I am actually a fairly reserved intellectual girl.