The silent moments dripped of radioactive Vaseline, expectant eruptions at any moment. I had existed there for quite some time. When things start to permeate themselves apart of me like an old glove molded to each knuckle responding in surprisingly kreskin like fashion to my gestures, I drifted off. A cockroach yearning for that flash of light, tho my day was still young. Only in the uncomfortable moments, the acidic taste that enters your mouth, the reflective truth, thats where i found myself in peace. To cliche; the silence before the storm, I had come to welcome and desire the nothingness that abounded me. That clear headedness left just enough time to understand what had just happened, tho i still felt the next corner breathing down my neck, sharp and unknown. Character building, but i had to question myself, the cracked and fragmented mirrors shining back at me in full force, how deft was my needle and thread? She unraveled herself before me, a snake shedding its skin for the spring, to forget the past, to mate, taking that first sting away, my breathing slowed. Was this a good thing? I twisted my ear in every way to only find I loved her hiss and nothing more.

I am gelastic, a free spirit, and a morologist

i got ape-ells in the buxom custom sister of my savior, and shes wailin on my cobalt blues made for a sailor, sobbin thru the stories bout how her lifes been a failure, and im starin at those bubblies wonderin how can i nail'er. In other words, i write badly... alot, but it gets me off enough to know that one day that beach house just might be mine, if i can BS the right people.

within a second or two i see inside a persons soul, there is nothing quite like visting a local dance club. observing all the insecurites, its as if each soul tunnels towards another and the pulls back in a moment of petrifying fear. There are few moments like realizing everyone else's insecurities to both justify and remove ones own. Remember this, it is not within your looks that you attract another, but with your soul that you win them over. Most people call it confidence, i just call it freedom.

to end the pain, i withdraw my own knife, its dulled effectiveness has lulled me into an unending sleep, the reclusive safety of never truly being alive, but only for the moments that i dare to dream, the smile unveils itself for a glimpse to what could of been..

favorite films include eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, waking life, requiem for a dream, really anything that changes my perspective even for a moment in life. The list is too long....

The coastal kitten finds me smitten, eating her words away, but will I find her? gentle and kinder as I waste the day in pain...

someone just as they start to die, only on the conidition that i get my brain back fully healthy after full mortis has materialized. gotta know what happens, although if i were to steal away his shot at heaven, and his soul remained in limbo for the rest of eternity. might have a few reservations of guilt about that, but im sure theyd pass after a few glasses of wine and some cheese.

drunk, and hopelessly posing as a writer, waiting for that moment when a woman curiously approaches, just for once in my life i wish i wouldnt scowl at her.

That my Vesta is in Sagittarius (i have no idea what a vesta is but as follows) has a vision and a plan, and you can't often be stopped to consider how your plan affects others. That's not to say that you're selfish, but instead, you are so devoted and consumed with your own inner life and plans that you're unstoppable. That's a fabulous virtue for, say, a political campaign, but not so hot for things which require a more delicate touch, such as relationships or raising children. Your devotion, loyalty and faith are very personally fulfilling to you and supportive to those people and causes whom you've chosen to champion but it's important to stop often, consider your path and actions and do a course correction if need be. Once you set your mind on getting something, it's quite likely you'll succeed -- you are as dedicated as they come. A bit of attention paid to practicing what you preach, the needs and desires of others and being honest with your loved ones will pay off dramatically. You believe deeply in what you say and think and wish to influence others, but it's important that you take your own advice first and learn through experience, not through observation. Sexually you are playful and adventurous; you'll try anything once which makes you a favorite for those who share your adventurous, curious nature. Thats a bit o me i guess

Youre a fool