I am quite the dreamer. What I dream about you ask? Well, mostly about a life in the trees. Or just a nice little flat with a nice person by my side. My mind wanders, you see. What were we talking about? Oh right, what I dream about. I think I dream mostly about a future without racism, sexism, homophobia, transphobia, ableism and all the other bullshit that's way too prevalent right now.

Besides that, what can I say more about me? Basically, I'm a dirt-worshiping, tree-hugging free spirit. A feminist. Definitely queer in terms of not-in-the-slightest-heteronormative. I like people. Sometimes I don't. But most of the time I love them.

"Ancora imparo" - I'm still learning.
And that's what it's all about I guess. Being, growing, learning. I really enjoy my personal journey in general (i.e. my transition as an actor, a writer, a poet, a lover, a friend, a wandering soul, a musician and a human being).

- being positive
- making funny faces
- sneezing loudly
- saving lil' animals like newts, toads, snails and earthworms :D
- being happy about the small things in life
- calling somebody out on sexist shit
- my job

I'm a little bit smaller than average? I don't have a clue to be honest. You tell me!

the books. oh how much i love books!
- the perks of being a wallflower (stephen chbosky)
- demian, siddharta, steppenwolf (hermann hesse)
- extremely loud and incredibly close, eating animals, everything is illuminated (jonathan safran foer)
- the little prince (antoine de saint-exupéry)
- conversations with god (neale donald walsch)
- on the road (jack kerouac)
- the unbearable lightness of being (milan kundera)
- the catcher in the rye (j.d. salinger)

the movies:
- spirited away
- the harry potter movies
- fight club
- 500 days of summer
- eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
- into the wild (!!)

music:
ALL the good stuff, yehh
that's just such an awfully hard question to answer. some of the genres i really enjoy are folk, electro and drum and bass. but there's so much more than that. i like music that moves me. no matter whether it'd be my body or my heart.

but i guess i can do some name-dropping ordered alphabetically because i am a lazy ass bastard who likes to go through his music library a lot:
alt-j, bastille, ben howard, blood red shoes, bon iver,
cocorosie, crystal fighters, daughter, delphic, die antwoord, dub fx, edward sharpe & the magnetic zeros, emancipator, explosions in the sky, fink, four tet, freelance whales, fritz kalkbrenner, graffiti6, gregory alan isakov, heathers, hundreds, i blame coco, isbells, johnossi, jonas mantey, jónsi, king creosote & jon hopkins, lykke li, m.i.a., macklemore, maduk, mc xander, medicine for the people, miike snow, mimicking birds, mogwai, mumford & sons, the national <3, netsky, nick drake, nosaj thing, ólafur arnalds, parov stelar, passenger, paul kalkbrenner, philipp poisel, radical face, radiohead, rampue, seeed, shaban & käptn peng, sigur rós, sóley, spaceman spiff, the tallest man on earth, the temper trap, tom rosenthal, underworlds, william fitzsimmons, xavier rudd, the xx, yann tiersen.

food:
ALL the good food, yehhhhh. gotta be veggie though.

mother earth
music
books
food
community
freedom

how a communal living should look like that would perfectly include every person in the system, no matter what talents they own and/or lack
how I appear to others (and if they think I'm weird)
who I want to be, how I want to look like
what I can do to stay happy
what I can do to change the world
what's left to eat...

having fun with friends
or on tumblr. yeah, mostly on tumblr.

i, dear ladies and gents and everyone in between, am FTM transgender. whoaaaa surprise time!

google it if you wanna. shoot ya questions. curiosity is a cure but please don't be blunt. respect boundaries. a little help - your train of thoughts for example might go a little bit along those lines: "would i ask that question a stranger that i just happened to meet on the street? would i ask what's inside his trousers?" if you negate: great for you and me! if you affirm: well get back to some basic lessons and return when you've learned how to not be an insensitive prick. i understand that you are curious, but you better respect that i am tired of being viewed as less of a person. i'm sick of it. and it's not just about me. it's about every other trans*person that you will have the possibility to meet in your lifetime - and again offend with your questions.
respect existence or expect resistance.

sorry that this turned into such a big rant but after some years of experiencing it all, a clarification of this sort became inevitable on sites like this.
so still, don't be intimidated now. go ahead and talk to me :)

you feel like you want to :]