I find joy in action, through doing and being in the middle. I love to learn, grow, teach and experience life with others who are as passionate about the things they love as I am and who can be as passionate about things they enjoy as I am. Finding beauty in the small things and the grand things is not so hard if you take the time to do so.
I have no fashion sense, no interest in looking as good to others as I do to myself and sometimes I am more socially awkward than a hot dog vendor at the senate. I am at times a very funny person, just because making people smile is fun.
For s positive as I try to be, I've not always been and will not always be. At the end of the day I am still alive and still have my head above water and as such there is still something to smile about. Sometimes thinking this way makes people not want to associate with me, but I don't mind. the friends I have are the friends that want to be there.
I also play in the Society for Creative Anachronism. It's a medieval historical study and reenactment group that teaches things like smiting, jeweling, tailoring and fighting. It's fun and its one of the things that helps me stay such a positive person. I'm also a sketch artist. That's a bunch of fun.