Don't hurt yourself trying to get to an unrealistic goal. It's heartbreaking watching someone spiral downward because of something that really doesn't need to be fixed because it isn't broken.

Why do you hate yourself? You're a good looking girl, you don't look fat or overweight at all. You might be still healthy if you lost 10 or maybe 20 lbs but any more than that is probably a bad idea. You don't have to be a little tiny stick girl to be cute or beautiful! To be honest you'll never be able to look like those girls and be healthy, you don't have the same body type as they do. Be happy with how you are, you're a good looking girl, being healthy is what's important.

Hmm.. first I want to make sure what I personally find attractive in girls is understood- I *don't* like the tiny Japanime girl thing.. they look VERY fake & seem to promote grown girls looking like pedophile bait (esp. when it comes to a typical white girl's build Vs smaller Asians). That being said, if you're not comfortable at your current weigh, also I'm taking in that you say you're only 5'2", find some sort of lifestyle change (both more exercise & better eating habits) so you can drop some of it, or better, convert squishiness to toned muscle. Compared to most girls I know I have quite a bit of muscle- you can look at my pictures, they are up-to-date- I weigh about 122lbs, I also eat mostly vegetarian (occasionally fish), don't drive (therefore walk & bike everywhere) & eat next to no processed junk foods. I'm most comfortable when I'm between 115-120lbs, but I've been a bit lazy this past winter & am slowly getting back to where I want to be. You at 5'2", I think 110-120lbs is completely an acceptable goal, though don't do it because you're looking at Anime mags- I 100% understand how they can make you feel less than perfect. The whole "thighs not touching", that depends somewhat on your leg/hip bone structure, though most guys I know prefer girls to have some kind of thighs/butt (I do for sure!) if you're looking at it from a "I wanna be cute to guys" perspective. So, I don't know how doctor came up with what you "should weigh", but so long as you're eating healthy & losing the weight properly (not by starving yourself- without exercise & food your skin may get flabbier as the body eats the muscle, not fat) go for it.. maybe try to stay away from the Anime for a bit?