Since then I learned that I have ADHD or ADD, inattentive type, and that paragraph really fits. I'm learning a lot about myself and why I've always been the way I am. It isn't all easy or fun, but at least it is interesting. I've /almost/ got a handle on it. Ask me about it if you're curious, I'm happy to share.
I'm still an Oklahoman at heart. It's a very unique state and has put me in touch with Native American culture as a norm rather than as an oddity or curiosity.