I love finding things that make me happy. I always look for the silver lining in every situation. But I also have been known to sell myself short. I think I'm okay but I think it's difficult for every-day people to see that greatness in me. I've been told I'm an awesome person with a great heart. If you talk to me, I'll let you decide.
I'm very submissive, humble, down to earth, and well-mannered. But I do enjoy cursing like a sailor and getting into trouble.
Please don't message me if you cannot handle a real person who has been through a great deal. Also don't message me if all you want is someone to fuck. I'm not a sex doll. Do I love sex? Sure do! With the right kind of person.
I have a very high IQ (145), I'm an INFJ, but I also have PTSD, anxiety, and suffer from depression.
I'm not perfect; I don't think anyone is. But I'm a sweetheart. I am unafraid of doing things for the people I love. I go out of my way to show my appreciation. I have a natural desire to help people make their lives better if I can.
I ramble a lot; can you tell? I like to laugh at life, I love to experience new things, I'm an open minded, free thinking individual with a gothy-geeky hybrid aesthetic. I'm not looking to complete anyone or be completed; I'm looking for someone who can be a co-pilot in this madness known as life.
I am great at problem solving, but I don't have the most extensive vocabulary known to mankind and I am horrible at remembering names/dates/facts. Concepts? I'm great at grokking them.
I'm more attracted to ideas than beliefs. To boys than to girls. To books than to movies or tv. To listening than speaking. To intelligence than to physical appearance. To self exploration than denial. To life than to death. To being submissive rather than dominant.
Random shit to throw in before your eyes glaze over:
->I am a smoker, I smoke Newport box 100s and I enjoy them.
->I do not want to date or fool around with someone who is devout in any religion.
->I'm an INFJ (don' t know what this is? google it lol).
->I am overweight; I don't hide that fact. Look at more than just the first couple of pictures.
->If you don't like me because I'm fat, I don't like you because you are shallow. :p
->I have PTSD, Anxiety, and depression from some severe life experiences.
I want more out of life than what I've got; which is to say I'd like to find a passion that I can pursue that doesn't leave me feeling like I'm a drone at the end of the work day.
Will this happen? Stay tuned next week on sick...sad... world...