Since moving back to Seattle I have been pursuing my singing and music again. I love baking, doing massage and learning new healing modalities that will help people along my journey. I love to begin each day with a prayer of gratitude and stretching before I get out of bed. Languishing in bed after some hot morning sex is nice too.
My hobbies would have to be, right now, singing, learning to write/read music/songs, and play piano. I'm also looking forward to going on my dream date of sushi on a sailboat on the sea at sunset.
I am a very sensually passionate person who enjoys sharing touch and intimacy in all facets of a deep and meaningful relationship. Holding hands while walking together is nice....
Dancing use to be one of the biggest joys to me until my hips started hurting from arthritis. I studied dance my whole life, and have enjoyed performance in the past. I still dance, just not for 4-5 hours at a time anymore. Now I'm singing my music out more than dancing.
I have a grown son who's the joy of my life but lives too far, and an 8 year old Pug who still lives with me. My Pug is permanent in my life, so if you don't like dogs I won't date you.
I want to be in love. I believe in love. I want a best friend and partner in love. I want to laugh with my love, sing with my love, dance with/for my love, cry with my love...take sunset beach strolls, and take long hot bubble baths with my love.... cook great food, drink yummy wine, make love divine... I want to share joy, share sorrow, share pain, share tomorrow with my love... Wake up with the sunrise to the lovin touch of my love....
I have tried the polyamory thing. I'm not being fulfilled by it. I feel more confused emotionally, and feel more alone and empty than I did before. Maybe it's just that I tried it with someone who can't share their emotions verbally? I am open to learning more, but it will take time to gain my trust. The more communication, the more trust. I do believe there are people out there that know how to, and WANT to help make someone feel connected, safe, and WANTED emotionally, physically and mentally in a relationship. Want to turn me on? Be GENUINELY interested in me as a person first. I know I have great tits, and cute dimples. I would try to do me too, if I met me in a coffee shop and we made eye contact and if I got a smile. Still, guys, we do really want to be liked before we're "loved"...most of us anyway. I absolutely guarantee it! hahaha! And try not to use pretty words unless you mean it. I don't like to hear insincerity in a compliment, or passionate words used in passionate encounter.
Ok...enough about me. If you want to know more, just ask.