Currently trying to finish my studies so that I can find a job or
anything and become economically independent.
Generally, I thrive for being
creative on everything I like and since
more than 5 years I am hooked by the
demoscene community mainly as a
programmer
(realtime
computer graphics is my field)
and a very tiny bit of a
gfx artist. Just check a nice demoscene FAQ
(
http://tomaes.32x.de/text/faq.php), or demoscene on
wikipedia (
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Demoscene) to have a
further idea in what kind of
community I am involved into. (Usually
fun, creative,
geeky,
friendly,
challenging but sometimes
arrogant and kinky :)
Then, because of my old days of
sadness (factors: in school teased by my
schoolmates, oppresive family, quite ambitious dreams that I never
reached under those circumstances, general feel of lameness, being
preety much
humble
overall, still wishing to have a free
peaceful life), I used to
overanalyze everything,
to search for good justice in ideas/beliefs around me, thinking I
could find a piece of the
truth that could change our ways of
thinking, went too unrealistic about these ambitions of my kind of
mentality that I got preety tired and I am just living like a
zombie now, till I manage to finish my studies, get a job and
escape from here. Though, about what comes ahead, I don't
know..
So, I am coding, thinking, being the living dead, eating, sleeping.
And sometimes I try to have a good time and some
interesting discussions with
close good friends. Also, sometimes I am seeking for a girl (not
the first reason to be in okcupid though, I just love teh tests =),
but not being desperate about not having a girlfriend, I am in a
mediocre and light motivation about a relationsip right now but I
am always willing to know you in any case you passed through.
And there are other things I would really like to start in life, if
I can hold time from the others already occupying my unprecious
time ;P