For now, I've decided to focus on me. And try to figure out what it is I want.
I work odd hours, I've got dogs and cats... and often random foster kittens thrown in for fun. I own my own house, and for the most part am self sufficient. But doing everything on my own is starting to wear on me.
I'm a home body (ok, I'm a hermit) and don't get out as often as I'd like. I'm starting to think I'm developing just a hint of social anxiety as I get older. I don't think I like it.
I have a camera. I want to get into photography. I just haven't found the motivation to put forth the effort. I have a bike I never ride. I have a kayak I've never taken out. I seriously want to change that. I got excited and bought a bunch of board and card games in anticipation of doing regular game nights. We had a couple, then stopped and most of the games have gone unplayed. I want to change that.
I'm ok on my own, but it'd be kind of cool to have someone along for the ride.