I struggle day to day like everybody else and I truly do see the beauty in living. I'm a person who believes in a higher power. I go to church when I can but I don't go out of some dogmatic desire, I go because it allows me to get clarity. I hold out hope that there is a greater power even though my scientific side struggles with that occasionally.
I'm a loving person in all honesty, a true and hopeless optimist, I don't get down like some people do, nothing is able to stop me from my appointed rounds, I am a metaphysical postman making his rounds and if that is off-putting, I understand, but it is who I am and what I do with my life.