I struggle day to day like everybody else and I truly do see the beauty in living. I'm a person who believes in a higher power. I go to church when I can but I don't go out of some dogmatic desire, I go because it allows me to get clarity. I hold out hope that there is a greater power even though my scientific side struggles with that occasionally.
All and all I got back on here to meet people as my circle is rather small but tightly knit. I'm now back to being free on the weekends. I have a regular life once more. Truly a nice change of pace.