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62 M Centereach, NY

My Details

Last Online
Jul 22, 2012
6′ 0″ (1.83m)
Body Type
A little extra
Strictly vegetarian
Not at all
Other, but not too serious about it
Aries, but it doesn’t matter
Graduated from high school
Relationship Status
Relationship Type
Doesn’t want kids
English (Fluently)

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My self-summary
UNAVAILABLE MALE idiosyncratic aging heterosexually masochistic pantied sissy with a sense of humor. 43 years ago I made a proposal of marriage to the love of my life whom I haven't seen in over 41 years or heard from in over 2 years. She had said she wasn't the kind of person to get married. When I made the second proposal in a row ir was a permanent one in case she changed her mid - a standing proposal of marriage would stand forever - and I meant it. She said that if she ever married anYbody she'd marry me. She didn't say she'd marry me first - just that she would. I know better than to expect anything of her or to expect her to not breach her promise - but at the same time I recognize that she is a very free independent woman and can change her mind as many times as she wants, so if she breaches her promise and never marries me I will love her forever anyway - and will wait forever for her. Four decades have passed. She had moved back to the West Coast to be with her family. I flew out to try to see her but she'd gone up North for the Summer and hooked up with another guy. She got married and divorced twice even though she's not the marrying kind. She doesn't like me male-modeling panties. and doesn't like having things expected of her. I have serious doubts that I will ever see her again, but I will never stop loving her and the proposal is still good - forever. I feel sorry for myself while listening to :
Dido - "White Flag",

"Serendipity" - "When You Know" (by Shawn Colvin)

Love Actually - Dido - Resting Here With Me,

White Flag - Dido - Juliet and Mark,

Roxette - Listen To Your Heart,

38 Special - If I'd Been The One,

Heart - Alone (Live),

Delta Goodrem - "Lost Without You",

Richard Marx - "Right Here Waiting",

Avril Lavigne - "Slipped Away" (Live),

Bee Gees - 'To Love Somebody',

Boston - A Man I'll Never Be,

Dido - "Here With Me".

aside from wallowing in self pity and missing someone I may never see again, sometimes I amuse myself with the fantasy relationships that could otherwise drift off imagining.
i felt most comfortable in the company of bi or lesbian women, but was most attracted to women who were both maternal and sexually sadistic but have enjoyed the company of heterosexual women as well. i prefer to avoid seeing other males, and am reclusive. i love hearing women laugh hysterically especially if they're laughing at me. i think women are genetically, emotionally, and intellectually superior to men and should rule the world. i have preferred it when women were dominant, direct, loving, cuddling, sexually sadistic, had a good sense of humor, and enjoyed laughing at me. With respect to politics, i believe that liberal versus conservative is an example of non-linear one dimensional thought. A linear political scale might be from anarchy at zero percent government to to totalitarian approaching 100 percent or to infinity. I am not a member of any political party and believe in individual sovereignty with compassion. That does not, however preclude consensual agreements between consenting adults (i.e.: it would be okay if I had given informed consent in advance to being humiliated or spanked mercilessly by a particular woman, group of women, or all women). Fetishes aside, I believe in liberty and the Bill of Rights and wish people were more familiar with the Ninth and Fourteenth Amendments. I believe very strongly in freedom of speech, freedom of the press, and freedom of expression.
I am a fool who met the love of my life 42 years ago and made a permanent proposal of marriage 41 years ago. She said that she was not the kind of person to get married, but that if she married anyone it would be me. After having gotten back in touch I still haven't seen her in OVER 41 YEARS and she hasn't spoken to me or responded to my calls, letters, etc. FOR OVER 2 YEARS. What can I say? I'm still (over 4 decades later) an asshole who's still hopelessly in love and have been blowing it. Sorry if OkCupid's missing-the-mark-pidgeon-holing questions gave you an inevitably wrong impression. I'm not looking for anyone. I still love that one woman I haven't seen for so long.
What I’m doing with my life
Listening to Delta Goodrem's "Lost Without You", Avril Lavigne's "Slipped Away", Richard Marx's "Right Here Waiting", Dido's "Here With Me", and especially Dido's "White Flag", just desperately trying to get through and go down with this ship without surrendering. Yes, I am that fool - and always will be.
I’m really good at
Procrastinating, embarrassing myself, causing women to laugh, feeling sorry for myself.
The first things people usually notice about me
That i'm reclusive, lazy, that i have a panty wearing fetish, and that am almost impossible to get a hold of.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
"Orwell Rolls In His Grave", "Airplane", "Love Actually", "The Notebook", "Shallow Hal", "Fahrenheit 451", "Super Mario Brothers", "Men In Black", "Serendipity", "Nikita", Dido, Lady Gaga, Madonna, Tina Turner, Roxette, Heart, Pink, Beyonce, Courtney Love, Rihanna, Boston, Dixie Chicks, Shawn Colvin, Sarah McLachlan, Enya, Pat Benatar, Amy Winehouse
The six things I could never do without
humor, fantasies, wearing ladies panties, laughing, blogging, women's laughter, orgasms, pies, and
the long lost love of my life who may never return. Yes, i know that's more than six.
On a typical Friday night I am
Trying to relax, thinking about her, missing her and maybe dry humping a pillow in my panties while having fantasies about women laughing at me, spanking me, humiliatiing and embarrassing me, and fantasizing that they are sharing it with all the women they know and trying to make me world-famous in my panties with relentless publicity.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
i am hoping women comment on the short videos of me male-modeling ladies panties on YouTube and will share my photos and videos with every other woman they know. When it comes to the question of boxers vs briefs i prefer wearing ladies panties instead. I do feel guilty that I have a profile here at all, as I made a permanent proposal of marriage to a certain woman (whom I still love) 42 years ago, am not looking for anyone else, and am pretty sure she doesn't like my male-modeling full brief panties on the internet.
I’m looking for
  • Girls who like guys
  • Ages 64–65
  • Located anywhere
  • Who are single
  • For new friends
You should message me if
You are the woman I made that permanent proposal of marriage to 42 years ago, OR; IF YOU ARE A WOMAN between the ages of 21 and 120 and the idea of a man wearing panties either turns you on or amuses you, you can view videos of me male-modeling ladies panties HERE on my YouTube Channel or make a comment on my blog, Full Brief Panties. IF YOU ARE A MALE AND/OR A HATER PLEASE GO AWAY and don't come back. I'm really tired of getting threats and hateful remarks.