Dido - "White Flag",
"Serendipity" - "When You Know" (by Shawn Colvin)
Love Actually - Dido - Resting Here With Me,
White Flag - Dido - Juliet and Mark,
Roxette - Listen To Your Heart,
38 Special - If I'd Been The One,
Heart - Alone (Live),
Delta Goodrem - "Lost Without You",
Richard Marx - "Right Here Waiting",
Avril Lavigne - "Slipped Away" (Live),
Bee Gees - 'To Love Somebody',
Boston - A Man I'll Never Be,
Dido - "Here With Me".
aside from wallowing in self pity and missing someone I may never see again, sometimes I amuse myself with the fantasy relationships that could otherwise drift off imagining.
i felt most comfortable in the company of bi or lesbian women, but was most attracted to women who were both maternal and sexually sadistic but have enjoyed the company of heterosexual women as well. i prefer to avoid seeing other males, and am reclusive. i love hearing women laugh hysterically especially if they're laughing at me. i think women are genetically, emotionally, and intellectually superior to men and should rule the world. i have preferred it when women were dominant, direct, loving, cuddling, sexually sadistic, had a good sense of humor, and enjoyed laughing at me. With respect to politics, i believe that liberal versus conservative is an example of non-linear one dimensional thought. A linear political scale might be from anarchy at zero percent government to to totalitarian approaching 100 percent or to infinity. I am not a member of any political party and believe in individual sovereignty with compassion. That does not, however preclude consensual agreements between consenting adults (i.e.: it would be okay if I had given informed consent in advance to being humiliated or spanked mercilessly by a particular woman, group of women, or all women). Fetishes aside, I believe in liberty and the Bill of Rights and wish people were more familiar with the Ninth and Fourteenth Amendments. I believe very strongly in freedom of speech, freedom of the press, and freedom of expression.
I am a fool who met the love of my life 42 years ago and made a permanent proposal of marriage 41 years ago. She said that she was not the kind of person to get married, but that if she married anyone it would be me. After having gotten back in touch I still haven't seen her in OVER 41 YEARS and she hasn't spoken to me or responded to my calls, letters, etc. FOR OVER 2 YEARS. What can I say? I'm still (over 4 decades later) an asshole who's still hopelessly in love and have been blowing it. Sorry if OkCupid's missing-the-mark-pidgeon-holing questions gave you an inevitably wrong impression. I'm not looking for anyone. I still love that one woman I haven't seen for so long.