I am a 22 year old college student from Brewster, New York. I'm not sure what I should say about myself. I get kind of awkward when talking about me. My biggest goal in life is to please other people, and make sure they're having a good time. After lying to myself for years about my bisexuality, I have come to finally accept my homosexuality.

The three words I used to describe myself are "creative," "complex," and "sweet." While I do agree I am all of those things, I'm not sure why I picked those in particular.

I am currently going to MSMC, about two hours north of New York city, attempting to acquire my Bachelor's Degree in Human Services (Social Work) and a minor in Theatre Arts. I'm not currently employed, as I am busy book-learning, but in recent years I have been a bookseller at Waldenbooks, an employee at Toys R Us, and a research assistant for a professor at my college.

There's a sex shop in the next town over from me that I hope to be working over this winter break. I mean, who WOULDN'T like to put that on a resume? Though I will probably end up, once again, working at Toys R Us. I guess they're sort of similar, with the only difference being the ages you're trying to bring joy to.

Pleasing people. Take what you will from that. Um, yeah, I'm not even just saying that either.... (awkward smile). I guess I also make people laugh. Occasionally.

I connect with people really fast, because I love them so much. It's what I'm most good at, and also, my biggest flaw.

I'd like to say my sense of humor, and then maybe.... hmm. I'm not sure. I'll have to get back to you on that. Ask people who have recently met me. Physically, I feel my best feature is my eyes. The can tell stories with a glance.

MOVIES
Thirteen, Almost Famous, Girl Interrupted, Harold and Maude, American Beauty, Now and Then, Gia, The Banger Sisters, The 60's, But I'm a Cheerleader, Gypsy 83, The Hours, Interview with the Vampire, Lost and Delirious, Practical Magic, My Girl, Psycho Beach Party, Return to Oz, Die Mommie Die, X-men, X2, Party Monster, Can't Hardly Wait, Constantine, Frequency, Ghost World, Requiem for a Dream, L.I.E., One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, Pleasantville, Romy and Michelle's High School Reunion, The Rules of Attraction, Threesome, Welcome to the Dollhouse, White Oleander, Napolean Dynomite, Camp, Monster, Cruel Intentions, Basketball Diaries, Empire Records, 21 Grams, Big Fish, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Donnie Darko, American Psycho, 28 Days, Never Been Kissed, Foxfire, I'll Do Anything, The Laramie Project, Se7en, Sugar, 10 Things I Hate About You, The Dreamers, The Opposite of Sex, Wonderland, Dogma, 200 Cigarettes, The Truth About Cats and Dogs, Bye Bye Love, Slums of Beverly Hills, Go, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Clueless, Sliding Doors, The Gift, Back to the Future, Big, Muriel's Wedding, Heart and Souls, The Good Girl, Midnight Cowboy, Spun, Sixteen Candles, The Goonies, Fame, An Affair to Remember, Flesh, Torch Song Trilogy, Grey Gardens, Life with Judy Garland: Me and My Shadows, Sin City, All About Eve, Factory Girl, Cabaret

BOOKS
A Home at the End of the World, Bell Jar, Slaughter-House-Five, The Hours, Flesh and Blood, Interview with the Vampire, Go Ask Alice, Girl Interrupted, I Never Promised You a Rose Garden, Ordinary People, Kite Runner, Othello, Hamlet, Tales of the Slayer, Find Me, I'm The One That I Want, Running with Scissors, Dry, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, RENT Bible, The Grimmerie, How I Paid For College

ARTISTS
Joni Mitchell, Bob Dylan, Cat Stevens, Janis Joplin, Dinah Washington, Ella Fitzgerald, Frank Sinatra, Bif Naked, The Beatles, Elvis Presley, Dusty Springfield, Claudine Longet, Bob Marley, System of a Down, Jefferson Airplane, John Lennon, Adele, Lady Gaga, Simon and Garfunkel, Cyndi Lauper, The Band, Elton John, The Beach Boys, Fiona Apple, Patsy Cline, Cibo Matto, Four Star Mary, Katy Rose, The Breeders, Jewel, The Byrds, Sinead O'Conner, Joan Jett, Goo Goo Dolls, Cream, Ivy, Natalie Merchant, The Pretenders, Creedence Clearwater Revival, Dandy Warhols, Pink, Alison Krauss, The Sundays, Sarah McLachlan, Heather Nova, Fleetwood Mac, The Bangles, Eva Cassidy.

MUSICALS
A Chorus Line, Passing Strange, Wicked, Gypsy, Hair, Spring Awakening, BARE: A Pop Opera and RENT are among my favorites.

1. Friends. People in general, honestly. I thrive on interactions with people.
2. Food. Emotional connections to food are perhaps not the best thing, but it's so delicious.
3. Technology. I pretend to be a wild-child hippie, but without the internet or my cell phone, I would die.
4. Theatre/Performing. They say that the high you get from being on stage is more addicting than drugs. I totally buy that.
5. Books. I like memoirs the most. Stepping in to someone else's life for a while is a privilege
6. Noise. Silence drives me crazy.

Random stuff. I ask everyone around me questions of the day that simply just come to me. Like "If you're life was a movie, what would it be called?" and "If you had to eat one food for the rest of your life, what would you choose?" So I'm more about inspiring others to think.

Probably busting out my My So-Called Life dvds or watching my roommate play Assassin's Creed on his PS3. Also hanging out with my friends in our dorm until 4:00 in the morning wouldn't be considered "crazy talk."

While I have had a few people come into my life, I've never had a real, grown up relationship. I'm tired of watching all of my friends go through crazy relationships, or even more insane breakups. I have never experienced a true boyfriend-girlfriend (or in my case, boyfriend-boyfriend relationship) or the break-up often attached and as sick as it sounds, I kind of want to. Not that I'm saying if you date me, I'll find someway out, but what I'm saying is that I want to experience a real relationship that is not me hooking up with a straight guy with a girlfriend. You know, a relationship that is not doomed from the start. Let me fuck it up in my own time, not have the situation be fucked up.

You should message me if you would like someone just to talk to. You should message me if you are geographically close to me. You should message me if you want to.

Also know, that I have a tendency to forget to respond to people. Someone will message me and I'll think "oh, what a cool guy!" and then get busy and forget, or convince myself that I already responded. So, sorry about that. If you still have hope for me, try again? I like to think I'm easy to get along with, and a good guy, I'm just really flaky.