School is a place you go five times a week to get told how stupid, lazy and useless you are. It is the place where you get ridiculed by students and humilated by teachers. It is the place where the teaches move your desk to the corner, facing the wall or put it in the hallway as if to brand you. As if to say you are not as good as the others. It is the place where you get picked last, the place where you sit alone at lunch and the place where everyone is a higher class than you. It is the place where it is not ok to be yourself. It is the place where words like "depression", "anxiety" and "low self-esteem" are replaced by words like "behaivoral problems" and "poor conduct. It is where compassion and understanding have been replaced by elitism and authoritarianism. It is the place where they move you ahead 8 times, despite never having passed a single class and then hold you back for three years. It is the place where any difficulty you ever have is your own fault and you are constantly reminded of this. This is what school is. At least, thats how it was for me.

When I dream, I split into 2 different consciousness! The first consciousness has no imagination and has only half of its free will. I will call it the experiance consciousness. He normally is in MY character but sometimes transfers to another character when the 2nd consciosness focuses is on that character. The first consciousness is unaware of the 2nd. The 2nd consciousness only creates and is unaware that its creation can effect anything. Its pretty much unaware of everything except for its creation. It can effectivley be called my imagination but I am going to call it the writer consciousness. He creates but has no ability to ponder what he creates and gives little thought, although I think some, before he creates. I think he is missing many functions. I will write more about this when I figure it out. Thanks for reading.