I live with my mother.
I do not own a car.
That's the stuff y'all care about anyway. So what does anything else matter? It doesn't. You are welcome; now you don't have to worry about if I'm worth messaging. I'm clearly not.
Additionally, I am only looking for friends and pen pals. I am an uptight frigid person who doesn't hook up with people. So if you think maybe I have low self esteem and would hook up with you, I won't. I never have and I never will.
If for some reason none of that bothers you. Then I'll say I don't actually list the town/city that I live in, because I've had problems with stalkers in the past.
If things had worked out differently, if I hadn't spent my money on a worthless master's degree or if I could find a different job that would afford me a place of my own (what I thought the masters degree would help me do)...
...If I hadn't developed a problem with my thyroid that caused my weight to spiral out of control and as much as I'm trying to lose weight it has been exceptionally hard and so far I've only succeeded in gaining weight. I hope one day that'll be different, that my meds will be adjusted and the healthy choices I do my best to make every day start showing.
...I don't regret not having a car. I spend much of my time in NYC and I have not needed a car in over 6 years. Should my situation change, of course I would buy a car. But I really don't need one enough to own one.
...Then maybe I would be an independent and healthy weight woman who you might want to get to know. Maybe one day I'll get there. It's where I'd like to be one day. I'd like those things for myself. But this is where I am today and have been for a while. It will be a long while before I am able to change all of these things. But they are on my mind every day.
Every day I try to be a positive person. I try to be the best that I can be. You don't even know how much my heart breaks on a daily basis that I wake up and try to be a better person and this is still all who I can be.