So... I'm really impulsive, careless and really fun. Except for
when I'm not. Yeah, I'm not that stable to actually brand myself
with only one description that applies to me all the time... My
personality changes to match my mood... When I feel great, I'm fun
and positive and when I'm depressive, I'm a real ball of sadness
and hate. Luckily I'm less depressed and more in touch with myself
lately. That means I'm really out in the open and optimistic... I
have been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder and
Bipolar type 2. I assure you, I am not completely insane and I'm
really fun to talk to :) I care about people that are close to me,
but don't forgive betrayals easily. I make up my mind and I stick
to my guns, I can be quite stubborn that way :)
What I’m doing with my life
Battling my demons. I am not absolutely sure who I am and what I
want to do with my life yet, but I kind of have a plan in place. I
go to therapy every single week, I watch a lot of tv shows and do a
lot of crafting, I aim to improve every aspect of my life though. I
want to make new friends who aren't completely poisonous and
sociopathic like some of my former friends were, I definitely move
more - dance, run, do strength training (losing all the flubber
would be great even though I'm happy with the way I look right
now), I really want to go and study psychology come this fall so I
do research on the subject (no need to quiz me yet!) and I cut down
the amount of alcohol I consume by like... 80% definitely. I don't
mind a beer or two, just not a bottle of vodka or two :D
I’m really good at
All kinds of artsy stuff (I'm good at it, I'm not constantly
creating masterpieces and stuff). Cooking. Stuff... I'm one of
those people who dislikes tooting their own horn sooo, you might
need to figure this out for yourself.
The first things people usually notice about me
My hair... It's always my hair... It's black in the back and the
color of the front changes often... Right now it's purple. That's
not the only noteworthy aspect of me though, I assure you.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Books: I've always really loved "The Three Musketeers" so it might
count as my favorite book. I also really love the "A Song of Ice
and Fire series" (have only read the first three books, I started
buying them in Estonian and that's how many have been translated),
"Lolita", "The Picture of Dorian Gray", "The Master and Margarita",
"Harry Potter" and various works by Stephen King.
Movies: I don't really watch too many movies, but some of my
favorites are "Four Rooms", "Death at a Funeral" aaand I can't
remember anything more right now.
Shows: It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia, Archer, Community, Doctor
Who, Twin Peaks, Parks and Recreation, Nurse Jackie, Six Feet Under
and many more...
Music: My favorite band is this German goth band ASP. I also really
like psychobilly right now.
Food: Anything I've cooked myself (tastes like victory and pride),
Asian food, Italian.
The six things I could never do without
Electricity, water, my computers, books, sleep, nature.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
I spend a lot of time THINKING. About everything.
On a typical Friday night I am
Alone at home... I do go out occasionally but on a typical friday
night I am at home, playing video games and/or watching tv shows.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
Well... Maybe that I'm not really bisexual, but it's a better
representation of my sexuality than straight or gay and okcupid
only has these three sexualities to choose from. I'm actually on
the asexual spectrum so please no offers for sexy times, mmkay? :D
You should message me if
You want to talk about tv shows or computer games or are a fellow
socially awkward interwebs-aholic. Also, if you have questions
about anything I've mentioned in my profile. Oh, and my eyes aren't
really green or yellow, it's obviously photoshop. :D