I am All Knowing, All Seeing, and Not Telling ^_^.
My Self-Summary
I'm a very perceptive person; whenever I consider an issue or an
object, I see a lot of potentially (or actually) highly relevant
context. So when faced with something that has significant
ramifications -like first impressions, or writing an online
profile... - I have a hard time deciding what needs to be said and
what can be left unsaid.
... "I'm always aware of the big picture, so I can be very wordy at
times.". Hey, I'm getting better at this ;)
The most governing factor in my life is time. There's only so much
you can get done in the time you're given on earth, so I do my best
to make the most of it that I can. I won't settle for half a life
or a mediocre self; I am always reaching higher, further, for a
more beautiful existence. Occasionally I forget to give myself
credit for how far I've come, and just feel frustrated with how
much I see myself *not* living/doing/accomplishing.
What I’m doing with my life
Self-development, as always! Trying to make more positive things
the core of my life. The main drive behind my life is self
improvement; Every night I fall asleep looking forward to being a
newer, shinier, and *better* me in the morning (or afternoon,
depending on when I'm waking up :P). And no, not consciously - just
in general.
I’m really good at
Analysis, perception, empathy (where desired), comprehension. I am
downright incapable of understanding people who don't /want/ to be
understood, which sounds redundant but isn't.
Keeping a constructive attitude.
I'm pretty good at Video Games though I try not to play very much.
See above. I'm wired for Math as well, but the furthest I've taken
it is calculus, so I can't keep up with all my specialist
mathematician/compsci friends.
The first things people usually notice about me
Either my hair or my eyes. Depending on where I am, possibly how
I'm dressed.
/snicker/ I have a friend who wears a kilt and has what I'd call a
'stronger' presence than I do, so around him the most immediate
impression people get is that I am quiet. Which isn't necessarily
true, that's just how disparity/contrast works.
My favorite books, movies, music, and food
Slant by Greg Bear. I like most of Greg Bear's work, but some of
it's just a tad too weird for me. I liked the first five books of
Wheel of Time, and though it picked up a bit in the last one, now
Robert Jordan's passed on, so...
Fantasy's good too. Weis and Hickman. L.E. Modesett. I don't make
much time for reading these days. I've read so much that I've
become a perfectionist for good writing; anything less just
irritates me. I don't have the time to find books I think are worth
reading.
I liked Solaris with George Clooney quite a bit. Lots of reasons
why, ask me if you really want to know :P
Earlier Cohen brother stuff. Fargo/Man Who Wasn't There. Big
Lebowski was pretty good as well, but Intolerable Cruelty and
beyond was all just a bit too inbred of writing for my
tastes.
Adaptation was both awesome and hilarious. Identity I liked, even
though it was a tad predictable. On that note I can say the single
largest challenge for me is finding a movie that isn't predictable.
That is the single most likable factor in a movie to me.
Music's entirely dependant on my mood with the exception of Rap and
Country. I have a friend in a country band, though, so I've slowly
been learning to enjoy it. I'm most fond of what I'd call
'meditative' music. I don't know the proper name/definition of that
genre, if it has one.
I'm most fond of foreign food. Thai/Japanese (Sushi included)/
Indian are my regular favorites. Italian is always good.
The six things I could never do without
Six seems like such an arbitrary number, heh.
- Internet
- Friends
- Prospects
- Our Weather
- Spirituality
- Sex
I spend a lot of time thinking about
The macro picture, and the big pictures that comprise it. As a
person is comprised of how they relate to their gender roles, the
social conditioning and history thereof that comprises said roles,
their experiences and perceptions... no one of these is a small
thing in and of itself. And that's just one little human being.
On a typical Friday night I am
Either working or whatever suits my whims for the night. I may be
at the Mercury dancing and being social, I may be at a ballroom
dancing class with a friend of mine (I don't know what kind of
ballroom dancing specifically, as this coming week will be the
first time I'll be going). I might just be at home trying to relax
and unwind, or out seeing if I can't strike some sparks with a
member of the... I'm not going to say *fairer*... but prettier,
sex.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit here
I don't know if it's our entire world - something to do with the
internet? - our country, our city, or just me, but I don't know
that many people who take the initiative to keep in touch with each
other anymore. And no Facebook doesn't count.
That being said, I always get a slight flush of satisfaction
whenever my phone unexpectedly rings or beeps a text at me...
You should message me if
That's tough to say. I invite anyone to contact me who thinks they
have a good reason to - and I can't say what that may be. I could
write a list of why you shouldn't, but it'd be both long and
vague.
How about I just tell you where I'm at and you decide for yourself?
You'd have to be at least intelligent enough to make that decision
for yourself for me to be interested.
I'm working on certain things in my life that make me think I may
not be ready for a relationship; but then I do have high standards
for myself and it's likely if I waited 'til I thought I was ready,
I'd never be *laugh*.
I am looking for casual partners/dating - Queue chorus of women
going "Typical!" :P. I do know I have both the capability and
desire to show you and have a good time - maybe the best time
you'll ever have ^_~ - though I haven't decided if emotional
commitment would be of interest or healthy to me.