Anything with meaningful lyrics....beautiful music that make sense and is connected to reality. Not into the crap that only involves sex elements , bad words , or negative stuffs. I hate songs were women are categorized as just weak sex objects....we are human and are strong in our own ways too. GUYS should learn NOT to compare the differences BUT rather highlight the similarities , makes life more colourful. (make the world a better place together people; regardless of gender )
SONGS and BANDS:
I like Linkin Park ...Simple plan ~~~~Bitter sweet-Fall Out Boys, Second Serenade , Greenday ,Three Days Grace , Breaking Benjamin , WESLIFE , Power of love-Celine Dion,Scorpion,Bon Jovi, Housiers, Three doors down. Ok you know what ...ALOT OF MUSIC...too many to type out lol.
TYPE of PERSON:
I try to be friendly,open-minded, caring and understanding but only to nice people. I also try to be there for people who need a friend to help advice and support them.
Note ... that does not mean I am those so called modern chicks who mistaken the term "open minded" for open legged at all times ok? Lol ...believe it or not ... im a modern girl with self respect ... dignity and high morals.
I DON'T FUCK AROUND ... I respect myself and REAL MEN ... not the common sex addicts out there. Anyone can fuck around like an animal ... and not give value to feelings but it takes a REAL human to NOT and understand the importance of being loyal. The sweetness behind treasuring a bond instead of just using each other for temporary delight and pleasures can truly be an amazing feeling.
Anything reflecting real life situations and moments...are my personal favs like. (HAPPY , ROMANTIC , COMEDY ,TRILLER , FICTION ,EDUCATIONAL , ANIMATION , CARTOONS) but I dont waste my TIME with those few stupid so called modern shows or reality shows that are spoilling our teenagers and corrupting their way of thinking. Reality shows are largely fake and sadly are ruining lay people's lives ... sigh. Our beautiful society nowdays is being damaged by shows focused on sick lifestyles. Is it sad ...how the media can blind people into following things and not being true to themselves.
My favorite are romantic chick flicks because deep down inside I really cant wait to find that SPEACIAL SOMEONE. I can't wait to share all my love with HIM; treasuring him forever. Of course doing whatever stuff I saw on TV that I liked hehehe.
Well if its the Mr right then hey I'll give him my everything and LOVE him truely from the deepest pits of my broken heart. I don't just want true love ... like most ... I want to give it to someone genuinely.
I want to be that "true love" that they are looking for and try my best to not hurt them. I promise to be for my bf figure ... whoever it may be by fate ...his mother ... best friend ... sister ... buddy .... fan ...girl friend...teacher... and care for him truly.
I just want to make sure I do all I can with his support to create an epic love story of our own that others will admire and respect in awe someday. I need a real man who will be 100 % honest with me for this to work ... of course I'll do the same for him.
Same with favorite movies but well i like....stuff with good morals and advice to learn about life ^^. Also ...Horror ! Action ! True stories? Wrestling with my brothers ! I am a fan of the great white shark ..wrestler Shamus!!!... hehe ... oh oh oh and documentaries teach me new things about the world. :) I LOVE THE ROCK ... DWAYNE JOHNSON IS MY IDOL XD ... wake up call is a good show ....
Anything factual and logical.......and yes EDUCATIONAL BOOKS of my preference OR MYSTERY STORIES. All my degree subject books has thought me all sorts of valuable knowledge. Most importantly ... Robin Sharma books. Dale Carnagies ... how to influence others... Stephen R Coveys.... 7 habits of highly effective people. The secret ... some adventure RP books with the dices hehe :) RP? Role Playing stuff. YEH I HAVE AN INNER NERD HUHUHU !
I honestly don't watch much. But I don't mind F O O T B A L L hehe ME and MY BOY FRIEND can enjoy the world cup together but...when there is a break or commercial/half time...I wanna hop in the bed with him and SCORE some of our own goals muahahaha..do u get it??? YUP hehe I am a naughty gal but only with my bf not just any guy ok...DONT GET THE WRONG IDEA ^_^ .....im looking for a sweet guy to give my all....A NICE GUY THAT I CAN LOVE AND TREASURE THE SPECIAL CONNECTION WE SHARE FOREVER ^__^ ... but he must not shut me out of his life ever. MY EX Vin DID THAT...sigh.
Instead .. just be honest all the way and ill be understanding for sure. I am not clingy ... but I CARE sincerely so I can't just "not hear" from the bf figure for a long time. Simple logic na?
Singing ! Oh and well i love to share my opinions and advices with people. Because I feel just talking things out and exchanging knowledge with other will widen our perspectives of the world and make us better people together. Talking out to people and being there for them during difficulties makes us more matured ones even. ( HELP ONE ANOTHER TO SUCCEED IN LIFE... basic of humanity )
Becoming a sucessful individual in life. APART FROM that looking for...the guy of my dreams .....a guy who is caring,loves me for myself truly,and respects being loyal at all cost. Of course I promise him the same. Its just his dick ill crave and his heart ill protect and cherish forever ... no one elses. Because I want that kinda epic love story ... I don't want to just be a chapter in his life.
I KINDA REALLY WANT TRUE LOVE ... BECAUSE I GREW UP NEVER SEEING MY FATHER LOVE MY MOTHER THE WAY SHE DESERVED TO BE LOVED. ONLY TORTURED HER ...so I want to be loved ... I don't want to make the mistake she did .... sigh ....
I only add gurls who are the strong and modern types of todays societies...not too weak and closed minded nor not too proud ...but definitely not the bitchy ones please. Im serious ...
GUYS PLEASE READ :
I DONT INTEND TO MOVE TO INDIA EVER , I apologise. I want a "face to face" relationship.
No perverts please im a gurl not a sex object ...THANK YOU!!! I want to settle down in UK or anywhere my future takes me too with my Prince/Mr right ^^. Ive always had dreams to go abroad with true love and explore adventures together with my destined prince. :) . Note ... NEVER ignore me and treat me like I'm trash ..im not a nosy slut...im a girl who "rarely" can open my heart to care ... so when I do .. value it.. PLEASE. THANK YOU.
Important pain :
I wish the selfish arrogant man I once knew called Vinish from India never changed ... because unlike his fucking ex's ... I am sure I meant each song ... each picture ... and each sentence to him. I truly truly truly started beginning to care and have true feelings ....but he fucked up big time and I am ready to move on now...MAJORLY FUCKED UP BEING AN ASSHOLE even after an apology.
Later there was another Vin in my life ... and with what happened on both accounts ... PLEASE ... IMPORTANT ... IF YOU HAVE A VIN IN YOUR NAME OR ARE FROM INDIA .... DONT FUCKING ADD ME. STAY AWAY. TY ...SIGH.
I know not all Indian guys suck ... but most do ... and I can't take anymore pains ... sorry ... sigh.
BUT ... I actually got closure ... and am ready to move on from here on to better days.
CHARACTER OF BF:
My future bf must be one that my FAMILY loves .... or else its a NO. Daring enough to share genuine true love and care with me as I treasure what we share deeply. Marry the family and not just me when the time comes .. " if " it comes at all even. This meaning accept both me and my family not just take me away.
Most importantly ...doesn't fuck around like the other common dog kind of men ... I want a guy with self respect and dignity. Who doesn't just pull his pants down for any random brutally fucked before pussy. I dont understand how they don't feel disgusted touching a women others have licked fucked and also touched before ... ugh .... sick .... so cheap.
A man with dignity and pride ... not one with "dicknity" and lives just to do nothing but ride. Sigh ... I hope I meet him soon. I'm sure there is a decent respectable man out there that can value love like me.
BEST FEATURES :
My personality...im not a show off really ppl.....im a modern gurl yet i have very high morales...so i dont sleep around. But that doesnt mean im not good in bed or wild ^^ ~ i will only open up my whole self with my Mr right ..because i value a relationship and feelings.
AND = I dont want to get AIDS or STD... I also don't eat left overs o.o .. double meaning ;)
About Me and my concept on LOVE:
(**I BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE**) Love is everywhere and it is in everything we do : ~We LOVE to succeed in life.Thats why we study ~We LOVE to look good.That's why we buy stuff. ~We LOVE our parents.That's why we do things for them. THE LIST GOES ON...... BUT I WANT TO END IT HERE BY SAYING,LOVE IS THE STRONGEST EMOTION OF THE HUMANKIND AND THATS WHY WE'RE DIFFERENT FROM ANIMALS ......so embrace it .... respect it ..... and most importantly value it people... nowdays not many know the art of valuing anymore.
To everyone out there...keep showing love,Sharing love,Giving love hahaha basically SPREAD IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No ... not spread it with your sperms ... just with true actions from the heart .... even a smile could make anothers day. ^_^
People please ... we ONLY live once so lets make the best of life while we can because ....life is short and better shared with someone special.
I BELIEVE IN GENDER EQUALITY !!! Men are always going to be stronger than women strength wise...BUT...the main point is that we are all human and need an equal chance in everything...GOD didnt create us with a manual on how a man or women should or must behave.....we are free to do what ever we want as a man or women ...but as long as we dont hurt others... (always think positive).
NOTE : I am not saying women and men are equal at strengths. Im just saying both are of the human species and both should be respected and given equal rights. Men and women need each other :)
MORE ABT ME:
Dreams are to go abroad and settle down there because my uncle is there. I am a Princess so pls respect and TREAT me like one ^_* hehe...its my dads fault ...he always made me feel like a princess. So because I was always so pampered by my dad , I feel like one la....lol (IM STILL WAITING FOR MY PRINCE .....MY FAMILY MUST LIKE HIM AND HE MUST BE NICE TO MY FAMILY .... OR I DONT SEE IT WORKING OUT). Of course I will be nice to his family too ... the respect for both families will be practiced always.
VERY Important FACT:
I am looking to find a true and an honest relationship im not a bitch .....so twisted PERVERTS leave me alone .... I am out of the having mindless fun and sex zone .... im looking for that Mr Right at the moment. ....its been hopeless thus far... sigh.
ADVICES TO ALL OUT THERE...........SIGH ...............
" Give respect and you'll earn it "
" Actions speak louder then words "
" Don't ever treat and speak to others how you would never want to be treated or spoken too "
" Dont ever push love away because it might never come back "
"Ignore and you will be ignored ... love and you shall receive double "
"No amount of busyness in life should be a reason to become distant from your lover for the very fact that they are your lover ...should mean they hold a place too big in your heart for you to be able to push them away "
" time waits for no man but love will wait for any man if he gives her good reasons she can believe 100 % "
" if you really miss or love someone so much ... you won't be able to go one day without at least wishing them good night or sending a simple text "
True Love is not found like in the movies ... it's created to become like what's on the movies ... two must put effort and love truly ... it can happen ...if your sincere ^^
If your a guy with Vin in your name ... DONT ADD ME .... TY .... SIGH.
Hoping to find the one soon ... or .... just a REAL MAN to lean on his shoulders for a bit .... really ... just want to be held lovingly ..a cuddle ... some genuine warmth ...feeling safe..been too long... sigh ...
"Life is your canvas ... paint your life how YOU would like it .... don't copy others ... then there will be no satisfaction in the end of the painting completion"
@_@.... where are you my guy?