This is me right now:

i am panda. i have a peter pan complex. i live. i think you should wear socks with shoes. i try not to smoke, i want to drink less, i swear all too much. i like to be touched and i touch a lot, its in my nature. i need movement. i dont eat animals. i want to find a person that will sing anything to me and then make up a song to sing me to sleep. they dont necessarily have to be a "good" singer but they should dance. dating is over-rated but it can be lonely not to. i wouldnt enjoy life without music. i want to be outside forever. water is life. i talk myself into whatever situation i happen to be in. i like pictures. i like living picture moments more. i love school. i do have plans just not really sure how im going to go about them. i feel like everyone i meet could be the next person to stay in my life for always. we're all here for something. even if its just to be nothing. peace lovin and panda. thats all i want.

living it enthusiastically most days. i go to school full time and thats pretty much priority numero uno. then work when i have a job, which currently i do not. i drink occasionally. i climb mountains. i love mountains. i love rocks. i want to live in a rock. in a mountainous rock. friends are good and i enjoy them.

being a panda. loving. caring. being. moving. flowing. thrifting. not caring.

this question is lame. i am not other people and therefore have no authority to answer this. i do not know? i have noticed...that it looks as though i have always worn glasses when i take them off although i have only had them for about a week and a half. i notice that i look like i have always had my bridge pierced and that it is quite natural, although the glasses cover it up now. oh wait... i tend to get... are you indian?? a lot. the answer is barely and not indian indian. native american indian and by less than an eighth i think. flop.

STUFF: being, dancing, even trades, hippie hugs, interesting people, love, mountains, new experiences, outdoors, pictures, quirks, rain, sunshine rays, trivia night @ champions, unspoken words that are eventually spoken and youre like...well duh, vastness, and youthfulness.
MUSIC: give me my medicine please. mischief brew. ray charles. bob dylan. flogging molly. the postal service. other amazing things. scan button is my favorite button.
MOVIES: i dont remember the last movie i watched. i cant sit still long enough. if theres something amazing that i need to watch, you need to be there making sure im watching and i need to be doodling or something.
BOOKS RIGHT NOW: into the wild jon krakauer, manifesto anon, our secret susan griffin, the "banking" concept of education paulo freire, thoreauness [mostly for school things, but still really good reads]
FOOD: cheese & asparagus

Hugs, especially soft long ones, even if they are between friends, actually especially if they are between friends because then there is no awkwardness and also you know that you have really good hugger friends, H2O - no really, not even just because i NEED it to live- i like water, imaginations, sunshine/rain- niether would be nearly as beautiful without the other and when they are together... my word, mountains- flat land is lame, and PEOPLE, i could watch us all forever.

thinking too much or not thinking enough. or thinking just the right amount but not doing anything with my thoughts.

about how every mind should come with a printer so that you can print the images that you see in your head out to show them to people or to observe them from a different perspective. <--- this last one is getting more and more needed. my mind has been coming up with these fucked up images that i just get crazy looks for when i try to explain them. itd at least make good art if i could show people. or some fucked up tattoos.

about where im going and how im going to get there and about all the possibilities that i have and how if i dont choose i may end up lost but if i do choose i might just miss out on something.

about how nature is the one thing that i believe in. i will never have faith, love or respect for another person as much as i do nature. that is probably a religion in itself. i also think about how i do not like using the word never. ever.

well tonights friday and im home sickly but if i wasnt sick and i had ten dollars or if i had my student id and 5 dollars i would TOTALLY be in portland at the drag show. other than tonight...i have school pretty early on saturday morning-i know LAME right?- so friday nights are usually me staying in pretending to do homework and instead getting caught up in useless internet sites and staying up later than i probably would if i had just gone out in the first place.

i have hippie feet. and thats not even private. i dont do private really. oh and i HATE... completley hate, utterly detest, make me want to vomit and / or punch you in the face repeatedly, my belly button touched. it creeps me out beyond belief. even talk of belly buttons is kind of gross to me. blech.

you like to be liked...im not promising anything but ill try it out.

also if you think that No Shave November is awesome and do not mind, in fact appreciate a girl who shows her support by not shaving her legs for the entire month. otherwise you just should not bother in general. not that i always have hairy legs, i just have no interest in a person that has issues with hair.