Updated in November!
I used to be a Christian, but I don't think I am anymore. I recently spent some time in Mongolia and I learned alot from the people there. I was opened to a whole new world of spirits, and am not ashamed to now claim shamanism as an important part of my spiritual life. I am also studying Mongolian interpretations of Buddhism. I guess, at the heart of it all, I am curious, too deep for my own good, and constantly seeking what's true and good.I'm a native Alaskan girl who grew up in the village but now live in Fairbanks. I moved here when I graduated highschool, and while I plan on staying here, sometimes, I get the feeling that I'd rather move down to the Lower 48. Seems like as different as the Village and the Lower 48 are from one another, sometimes Fairbanks is like its own special level of Hell. Very bizarre stuff goes down here.
I like both math and writing, and have been involved with some friends in writing and editings erotic sex stories which were left incomplete by a friend of their who passed away in spring 20007. I may pick back up on that now that I'm back from Mongolia. Regardless, I feel very much the need to write, as if my life is being incompletely lived without doing do. The math stuff is just for kicks.
Oh, and I love music. I sign and I listen. No instruments, except a little native drumming. I tried guitar once. Biiiiiig mistake.
I like to have a good time, but when I'm out and surrounded by a lot of people I get very quiet and shy, which sometimes bothers people who think I'm upset or something because when I'm one-on-one or in a small group, I tend to get a pretty wild and silly. Love going ou and hearing bangs play or just sitting around restaurants or clubs and listening to tunes. I'm not much used to the cty dancing thing yet, but I definitely like the music.
I am my own person, deeper than healthy, and inquisitive