i believe what is best is if individuals that live in glass bodies do not throw rocks or stones. flexible foam based words that bounce off the glass and are sucked off by the universe to the flip side of infinity are tolerable. light cushiony sensuous pleasurable cupid arrows sent by a kind, caring female are always welcome.

The night arrives when she looks in the mirror asking why she denied purelove. What was it that was so important that she let a miracle slip away? A unique intimacy that no other female ever had the opportunity to experience. The only magical, enchanted purelove she and probably this universe ever knew. Remembering them together in their Twilight Paradise of Eternal Love. The kindness of two minds, bodies and spirits in a connection of gentle love energies. The way her essence and life energies shifted in surreal reality with his as together they were in what must have been a portal to a truly magical realm. A paradise created of purelove energies when their eyes and thoughts met that others could not enter or understand. Truth and romance in every moment, their eyes and souls flowed.

She could remember sensing the aura that surrounded them like a mystical globe of kindness and care that protected them. A male and a female Spirit Being of Purelove had been sent to Earth from opposite universes to enter human bodies and reach out to find each other. To create and release true purelove magic on Earth. She denied the female Spirit Being of Love within her brain the miracle of truth and magnetic purelove energies.

Of Eyes through Eyes, Mind through Mind, Soul through Soul

A Male Spirit Being of Purelove and A Female Spirit Being of Purelove
sent from far away universes with a mission to unite and release truelove energies onto the earth. Instead the Female Spirit Being of Purelove escaped out through the earth females eyes. The Female Spirit Being of Purelove could not wait any longer for this earth female to understand.
Her Purelove Energies would wither and die if she stayed inside this earth female. The earth female was not yet ready for the transformation from manipulation to love energies.
The Female Spirit Being kept channeling into the eyes of other earth females from one earth female to another earth female. Sometimes having to call on the energies of the Underwater Gods to help her through the damaging Earthlies and Biolies that passed from one earth female’s eyes to another earth female’s eyes.

Finally she found an earth female with a unique subconscious mind that might be capable of the love energies transformation. The Female Spirit Being of Love summoned all her life force to help this new earth female from inside her subconscious to understand Purelove transformation energies and help her rid herself of earthlies and biolies.

Sending out magnetic energy wavelengths carried within super high frequencies to relocate the Male Spirit Being of Love on earth she knew she must find a way to help the earth female to understand.

Messages had been sent from other universes to the Underwater Gods on earth and in turn the Underwater Gods had sent messages to her. She knew she must help this earth female whose brain she had entered to find the Male Spirit Being of Purelove and join their synchronous energies together if there was to be any hope. The earthlings were mostly off in some fog shrouded filtered view, unaware of what other universes, the Underwater Gods and Male and Female Spirit Beings of Love that were sent here knew.

She thought about the message she had received from the Underwater Gods and wondered if she could let the earth female she had entered understand the full impact of love energies and wavelengths. From within the earth females subconscious the Female Spirit Being of Love suggested to the earth female to click a link that magnetized her thoughts and energies on an internet website called okCupid.

You will never know me 100% because I will never know me 100%.
I am continuously learning and improving my beliefs, behaviors, thoughts, actions, emotional information, intellectual information and ability to love. I am a continuous improvement program creating me.

What you can know about me is if i make a promise to you, a committment to be verbally and physically faithful to you. I will keep that promise.

Parts of my profile, journal, forum thoughts, are copyrighted and may not be duplicated without prior written permission.

I do not require you to answer any particular questions for you to message me. I believe an individual that requires their questions to be answered before I can message them has personal issues and hidden intent. I would answer a question or discuss perspectives about a question if you message me without attempting to force me to answer a question to message you. we may agree, we may both gain a new perspective or understanding. too many of the questions are missing important answers or are too open to misinterpretation depending on an individuals life path.

I reserve the right to improve what I like, what I believe, what I do, what I say, what I write, what, when, how I think and who am I based on new and better information and perspectives I receive, discover or create. I believe all individuals deserve to be allowed to improve.

I believe if I treat life better than life treats me I am improving.

I believe everyone can only pick one of these:
1. Life is too short
2. Integrity is infinite

I believe the best solution is not to create a problem.

If no people were on Earth there would be no problems.

Therefore I figure people create problems.

Yup, would you believe i finally realized there are some people that will take my money so they can pay them self to complicate my life?

Though some people create problems so other people can be as miserable as they are.

This is why i created the Antisocial Narcissist Association

i am founder, chairman, president, treasurer of the Antisocial Narcissist Association whose Antisocial Narcissistic Mission is to avoid being dragged into any male or female earthling's drama, gossip, rumors, chaos, deceptions, insanity, sabotage and a stern refusal to be used in the name of love. I am the only member and i like the association and the member.

i am also founder of the mental evolution revolution solution institution

I believe the best solution is to create a solution and be a solution.

I believe violence is proof of insanity unless terminating barbarians is consciously chosen as the the only option to protect the physical self, Earth and kind individuals from physically violent people.

I believe history is not meant to be remembered.
I believe history is meant to be created.

If you are my compatible love match a part of my anatomy will constantly be trying to point at you.
This is an unavoidable dilemna that only a compatible female will appreciate, enjoy, be thankful for, as she ponders a wonder of the universe.

i believe in a much higher intelligence than human beings. I do not belong to any religion or religious group. I believe there is some very good information, some useless information, some incorrect information, and a promise of fantasy, a promise that has no basis in fact, in all religions or religious books. I believe religious controllers use a religions false promise to mind control the unaware that only want something to believe in or that were programmed with fear in childhood. My belief is love. I am continuously improving a definition of love, truth, sincerity in my brain and becoming my definition of love, truth, sincerity.

When I read a females profile and she has a comment like "respect women" I automatically understand that the female is a member of the delusional, deceptive female sisterhood. Instead of being an individual female facing her self as an individual and separating her self from the "pack" she uses the word respect to hide her deceptions and her inability to get out of the female brainwash, justify, enable box. I am not interested in a relationship with the delusional sisterhood. One aware mentally evolved passionate female.

Sometimes I let seeing the same ridiculous inane comments over and over again like "respect" "women" bother me.

I have to keep telling my self:
You are not responsible for what other people think. Believing that people who are in the box are people capable of thinking outside the box puts you back in the box.

I need to accept there are people that will never see or understand being outside society's brainwash box and let them live in their box.

I enjoy humor when the realities of motive or relationships are clear. Example: With a comedian on tv the motives are clear. I could make a short, witty, joke filled profile. From experience I have learned doing that will attract some females that will enjoy the humor, and the humor will raise the level of feel good chemicals in her brain. If she is incapable of creating happy or pleasant in her own brain then when she emotionally abuses herself she will blame me. i am not taking the blame for someone else creating negative emotion in their own brain. I can help her to laugh by sharing something funny. She can help me to laugh by sharing something funny. Positive emotion is good for both of us.

Because of humor raising the feel good chemicals in the brain humor can be used as a tool for mind control, especially if the other individual is not capable of creating those feel good chemicals in the brain without outside help. If I am funny and increase the feel good chemicals in your brain then I am a nice easygoing smart individual. If you have to create those feel good chemicals in your own brain then I'm not a nice easygoing smart individual. They didn't teach me this in elementary school. Pay no attention to what that male or female are doing to them self inside their own brain. Then both individuals blame the other individual when the jokes run out, or when they can no longer manipulate or control the other individual. Then the moment arrives to presume the relationship didn't work and neither the female or the male learn anything and repeat a dysfunctional relationship with them self and with other individuals.

This is also the problem with birds of a feather, "social circle of me" situations. Unless the social circle is filled with individual human brains, willingness and motivation to improve with base decisions being discussed, considering consequences while becoming more aware nothing improves but the ability to justify and enable each other to feel accepted and approved of. This also increases the ability to read long sentences because the brain can absorb more while subconsciously readjusting synapses and perspectives, beliefs and behaviors, attitudes and this is fun.

I believe you and I first ask our self and each other truthfully

What are her objectives, priorities, boundaries and important wants or needs?
What are his objectives, priorities, boundaries and important wants or needs?

Are we willing to be understanding? Can we help ourselves and each other by removing dysfunctional habits, dysfunctional behaviors, wrong information? Are we willing to make sure we plan funtime for us together and separately? Are we going to enjoy spontaneous adventures together? Everyone also needs me time to teach their own brain how to create happy and pleasant inside. Are we capable of having calm, caring discussions? Are we capable of keeping our relationship and information between us and only between us to ensure our pure mental connection?

How is an intimate relationship going to affect both lives?

Two individuals can not connect to become an intimate friendship unless both individuals are willing and motivated to connect intimately with them self.

I am gradually working on making my profile more informative of what are my base thoughts and beliefs as I am doing some brain, thought, searching, and improvement. For now I am not including my various education paths and jobs. Everyone is smart in different areas of life. If there is something you want to know message me. There is no reason to presume anything when all you have to do is ask.

I make myself laugh fairly often

My profile is long because that gives us more to discuss and I have base boundaries, values and principles that I am not willing to compromise. Also if a female is willing to read a novel, yet in searching for a male thinks the length of my profile is too long to read she will be better off having a romantic relationship with a novel.

I am not responsible for what you think, say, feel or do. That is your responsibility. I am responsible for what I think, say, feel or do. Problem is based on what other individuals put in my brain as emotional and intellectual information. I am attempting to clean out and repair my mental computer and this is beta 1. I am also responsible for speaking up if I believe something is wrong.

She said you won't let me in for love to begin
I said only I fit in me, only you fit in you
One me and one me is between only two
Whose intimate caring love is true?

alpha females and alpha males are animal references.

I prefer striving to become an individual adult human being and prefer associating with other individuals that are also striving to become individual adult human beings.

I would like to suggest we all strive to be individual human beings by deciding what being human is and then choosing to become those characteristics.

I understand each individual reaches different levels of understanding and mental evolution when their brain is capable of improving and when they are motivated to do so. I also understand that we all started as a baby with almost nothing in our brains and that is a good reason for me to be motivated to create who I am and what I believe with help from other individuals perspectives.

Being human is not an excuse, being human is an objective.

Currently I am writing songs. I play guitar, bass, keyboards, drums and sing. Have a personal recording studio and or office in my house. I also write fiction and non fiction, am interested in the brain, thought energy and also create experience and or interest in many other subjects. I can enjoy discussing almost anything.

I have no debt. My vehicle is paid for and my charge card is back to 0.00 every month. No you can't fill up my charge card for me. The shoes i put on, the car i get in and out of, the house i go in and out of, the bed i get in and out of do not change or improve the brain or body i go in and out of.

I believe intelligent emotion is as important as information intelligence and needs to be taught in schools and in the media.

I believe life is surreal.

We are in an incredibly complex universe on a ball of nature that's floating around in the sky with amazingly complex brains and body’s. Millions of diverse life forms and you are visiting me by way of electromagnetic individual frequency miracles. I always sense there is something beyond amazing that is getting closer.

What if everything is the way everything seems?
What if no one can truly perceive everything?
What if everything is the way everything seems?

That was a memory test.

Hi

How ya be doin?

I am looking for a female capable of the core of integrity needed to keep information and a true psychic connection between you and I because without that there is no love or care. If your dog, cat, bird or girlfriend is going to be more important than you are and I am, you are not capable of human heterosexual intimate love with any human being. Some of my comments about animals may seem extreme to you. Not because I don't like animals. I am frustrated with the amount of females that are not capable of differentiating between an animal and a human being. If "your" animal is your higher power or you can be closer with an animal than a human being somewhere along the way someone else put something dysfunctional in your brain though you may not understand that yet. Maybe someone from your past, maybe television and movies, maybe another female. I don't have a problem with pets or animals. I have a problem with perceiving pets as more important than human beings.

If you can not turn your cell phone off or have a nervous breakdown because you misplaced your cell phone you are not mentally stable enough for me. How can you connect with me if you are not connected with yourself? If your picture includes a dog, cat, bird, girl ”friend” or baby I want you to understand that I am not interested in a female with a mentality that hides behind a dog, cat, bird, girl “friend” or baby whether she realizes she is doing that or not. If you can not stand alone and like yourself and present yourself as a unique individual female, you are not capable of love or intimacy. Do you really think I want a love match with you because of your dog, cat, bird, girl “friends” or baby? I want to know you as one unique individual female. I want to know who you are, what your thoughts, beliefs and dreams are. I am not interested in your love affair with your dog, cat, bird or baby. Children need to be raised, not owned and emotionally used as who you are.

There is a song "Girls Just Want to Have Fun". Well if your idea of fun is dog poop, dog hair, barking, drooling, cat poop, cat hair, pet damage, bird poop, birds squawking, baby poop do not expect me to enjoy that fun with you. I have a long list of fun that does not include those items. That can be your individual funtime and I will do something else for my individual funtime.

If you need to defend “other” women you and i are not a match. I do not need to defend “other” men. If you believe you are entitled to speak for "other" women or "all" women you and i are not a match. I speak only for myself.

One individual female and One individual male, anything else is not heterosexual intimacy.

Sensitive nipples and a shaved groin area are a plus and I want to be naked on top of water towers together so you have to be able to climb well. Billboard signs too. Though that causes too much trouble with the traffic and then we have to deal with all those sirens and people yelling, sort of ruins the mood having to run naked through the woods to get away. And no sex is not all I care about regardless of what you may tell yourself. You allowing me to physically express love and kindness to you and you physically expressing love and kindness to me is what makes me know that you love me.

I'm not interested in jumping from body to body and I do not need female conquests to be a man. I am seeking one mentally evolved female human being capable of calm kindness, sincerity, caring, integrity, a friendship of complete mental and physical intimacy and trust and I am capable of offering the same to you. If you attempt to use denial of verbal or physical intimacy to manipulate and control me I will drop you off naked in Antarctica with one fire log and no matches. I will not be back to pick you up.

I do not believe in "having" friends. I do believe in being a friend. My definition of "being a friend" will come later.

I think differently in a lot of areas than most people do because of erasing most of society’s dysfunctional programming and society’s brainwashing from my brain and what many believe as truth is to me wrong. I am continuously improving my understanding, perceptions and actions. I enjoy my own company and my brain understands that I create my own thoughts and emotions which means I won’t blame my own choices, my own decisions, my own actions or my own mental paradise on you. I will not allow you to take my mental paradise away. I enjoy discussing many interests, subjects, beliefs, ideas or possible solutions. I will not discuss other specific individuals unless the talk is positive and I do not give out other individual’s personal information or spread rumors or gossip because that would be mental illness. My relationships are all directly one to one.

You are not entitled to tell me what a man is or what a man is “supposed” to be or is “supposed” to do. Since I am the man I decide what a man is. You may want to focus on what a woman is instead and become that. I want to love and be loved. I believe in love. I will not be used, manipulated or controlled nor do I want to use, manipulate or control you.

I know how amazing a connection of true mental and physical intimacy within and between an evolved male human being and an evolved female human being will be and I will not settle for less than an extraordinary understanding between us. I will not allow you into my life if you create complications, chaos and drama and get other people or animals involved in our “intimate” relationship and call that love instead of us creating synergetic love energy, kindness, peace, trust, mental and physical intimacy and fun. I enjoy spontaneity and will listen and hear when you talk or will tell you up front that I am not interested in listening to what you are talking about and why.

I do not believe in tagging, labeling or stereotyping any individual. We all learn and improve and change our perceptions and what we like or don’t like. I clean my own laundry and clean up my own mess. I prefer not creating a mess. You are not responsible for me. I am not responsible for you. I will not put items on your to do list, you will not put items on my to do list unless we agree to do something together.

I want to share a relationship of trust that can only come from understanding and knowing ourselves completely and liking who and what we are inside. Are you responsible enough for your own brain, body and life to be capable of love? We are reaching deeply into our own and each other's minds and bodies. We know and understand in the core of who we are gentle energies of care, kindness, calm, truth and trust continuously flowing within and between us. Do you want a pure kind love more amazing than what most individuals on Earth can believe, perceive or will ever offer or experience? Do you want a love that creates miracles?

My best compatible partner match will be an attractive thin to medium build adult female human being who thinks a lot about her own brain, relationship truth, self truth, thoughts, behavior, emotions, perspectives, and actions.

Calm, kind communication is mandatory. Computer or internet savvy is a plus. Playing an instrument or playing an instrument and singing is a plus. Being pleasant is a plus. Completely accept that music is currently important to me. I will not give up music unless I get to a point where I decide my self to change my focus to something else that interests me. I have a lot of interests. I would be more than happy to share your interests with you within reason. This is something we could discuss.

I think more than anything I want to be with a female I can believe in, like and trust. A female that would not betray me. A female that has reached a deep level of understanding inside about her self. A female that understands betraying someone else is betraying the self.

Becoming more aware and alive. Learning, Having Fun. Thinking. Creating. Writing, Playing Music, Singing, Reading, Organizing and Improving my house and my "stuff". I need a bigger toy box. Questing for a compatible unique female human being that i am mentally and physically attracted to who is mentally and physically attracted to me, making mistakes based on bad information put in my brain since i was conceived, while repairing and improving my mental database and thought processing.

improvecorrectinformation=improveconsequence.error.evolveistop.me.

improving, more to come

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define being a man

To me what I am good at isn't for me to decide. For example it is not up to me if a song I create or perform is good. That is up to the listener. It is not up to me to decide if something I write is good. That is up to the reader. If I build, design or develop something or create a process it is not up to me to decide if it is good. That is up to the customer, contributor or user.

If I am good in bed that is not up to me to decide. That is up to the female I am in an "intimate" relationship with. And then it is up to her girl "friends". Besides having no relationship integrity some females are just stupid. I have relationship integrity. What is between you and me is between me and you, sexual or otherwise. I am not stupid enough to tell other males how good you are in bed or interested in breaking the pure psychic connection between us by involving others in our connection.

I do not know. I would have to ask each and every individual I come in contact with and not know if the individuals I ask are being truthful with them self or not. I do not know how many people have said someone else looks like me and the range of people they say look like me is extreme. For some reason a large number of people see me through the filters in their own brain and do not ever truly see me. That is ok. I see me.

I may list favorites later.

There are only three things other than basic survival needs that I could never do without.

Creating Pleasant Love Energies Within
Thought
Creativity

I am not willing to base my personal value and happiness on anything that can be broken, lost or taken away. This helps give me ability to truly love you because I do not need to control or own you and I do not need you to justify and enable me. I can instead create pleasant and comfortable in my own brain and truly love you.

What was put in my brain since I was conceived by government, legal system, school system, parents, society, females, other males and the media and repairing the damage and removing the lies, delusions, incorrect information and brainwashing they installed and I believed. Different perspectives. Someone installed information in everyone else's brain too.

each night is night.i am not typical.iamnottypicaleachnightisnight.
typical i am not.

I have been frustrated since the beginning of the universe because I have never been with a female capable of truly verbally and physically expressing love, kindness, truth, sincerity, intimacy and integrity with her eyes, thoughts, body instead of using sex as an attempt to control and manipulate me. This is partially why I have been working on improving my thoughts. I want to be more worthy of an intimate relationship with an evolved adult female human being and choose a more aware adult female human being to share an intimate love relationship with.

With females I have been with physical has always been the carrot and the stick she uses instead of her physically expressing love, kindness and care. Then when she realizes the sex manipulation is not working she has to go find some unaware male she can manipulate and control. I want physically expressing love to be special with you. There is a vast difference between talking animals having sex, flesh covered blow up dolls using each other compared to a female human being and male human being physically expressing love and truth. I am tested, have no STD's and would get tested again and would expect you to get tested also before intimate contact. STD's don't mean an individual is bad, some in an unaware state of mind took a gamble and were lucky some in an unaware state of mind were not lucky. I am not willing to risk a female giving me a disease to get even with "all men" and I am not willing to risk a female giving me a disease so I have to create the cure. I already have enough to do. I want to be with a female I genuinely like that is not a mass produced manipulative flesh covered blow up doll with no ability to love or be truth full.

You want to make a comment (female or male)
You disagree with me, I would appreciate understanding your perspective (female or male)
You want to offer criticism or your perspective about my profile (female or male)
You notice something about me that I may not realize myself (female or male)
You want to discuss anything (female or male)
You want to know if I'm interested in I or you or me or we or they or them or us getting to know ourselves and each other. (I am an individual Earthling)
You want to know if there is a possibility of you as an individual and me as an individual developing a pure intimate love relationship. (female only)

I believe in conversational equality. I believe sanity and kindness are not gender specific.