I'm making my way through the city, having fun, figuring out exactly what I want from this one life. I feel excited for my future and confident about what it will bring. My greatest goals and aspirations in life is to be surrounded by people I love, to travel, create art and to find an awesome guy to share this with. To me, living for fun is a goal we all should be achieving/striving for above anything else. Life's purpose, for me, is to make amazing memories with the people you love.
Here's a quote that "speaks" to me: "People are always talking about freedom. Freedom to live a certain way, without being kicked around. Course the more you live a certain way, the less it feels like freedom. Me, uhm, I can change during the course of a day. I wake and I'm one person, when I go to sleep I know for certain I'm somebody else. I don't know who I am most of the time."
I think of myself as a genuine, kind, caring, strong, independent, weird, sort of quirky and goofy kinda girl. I try to take life seriously sometimes if I have to but I prefer not to. It's more fun not to but that doesn't mean I don't take love, friends and family seriously. That is something I don't take lightly, when I say I love you, I mean it. I just mean, I don't like to stress about all the details in life like money, career, and politics because whenever I get caught up in that, I feel terrible. I'm easy going, I go with the flow, I am always up for trying new things, I'm a free spirited artist with compassion for others and a thirst to discover more of this world and the true reason we are here to live. If you're looking for someone who knows what she is doing career-wise and knows where she's going in general, then I'm not the girl for you. I take it day by day and am figuring that out as I go. I'm not big on planning. I am too busy stopping and smelling the roses.
I don't care about money, but I unfortunately have to, to an extent, to go out and do things I like to do but I don't need to be rich and all that bullshit. Some of my best childhood memories are the ones that cost my parents nothing. I want to discover new things and explore all the world has to offer. I would consider myself a relatively "deep" thinker and stress over stupid things (but I hate when I do) and love discussing different philosophies of life and death, the universe, but on the contrary, like I said at the beginning, I'm pretty goofy and laid back too. I'm sort of a contradiction but seeing things black and white is boring and seems impossible to me. I do what I want and I accept me and others for who they are, unless you're a true asshole or bitch. I'm an honest, caring, and sweet person to those who are the same. I'm glad I'm unique and there's no one exactly like me, I embrace that.
All I want is to find an equally unique guy to really understand me; to appreciate me for who I am, respect me, a man I can feel completely comfortable with to be myself around, to be my sanctuary; my getaway from any bad in my life and for us to equally want to be with the other :)