I'm not quite sure where I'm headed, and I don't even know where I want to go, but I do know that when I find it, I'll know. I believe that we have to have faith that somehow everything is going to work out, otherwise there is no point in looking forward to the next day. I may have taken a few steps backwards, but I know in my heart, the depths of my soul, that there is something truly amazing lying ahead. I'll get there when I'm ready, the time will be right, and things will be as they are meant to be. There is a balance to life; with the good must also come the bad.
On a lighter note about the person I am, or the person I aspire to be, I would wander to the ends of the earth if I could. I absolutely love to travel, and to experience language and culture and just simply to watch the world around me. I don't like staying in one place too long. There is a wanderlust that ignites a fire in my veins when I have been home for too long. There world is out there, just waiting to be explored.
I am passionate about music. I play the clarinet, and I love to sing, and my cd collections is vast and oddly ecclectic. I own an iPod, but my stereo and walkman get just as much use. The feeling of holding that new cd in your hands is a feeling I'm just not ready to part with yet. I don't believe people have to be categorized by the music they listen to because I believe in the freedom to listen to any music that moves you. The segregation between fans in certain genres unnerves me. Music is life, and not every life is the same; just as every song, every bar, and every note are different.
I may be shy and distant when I first meet someone, but given time most people come to realize I make a good comrade. I don't easily let people in, but I treasure those that I do. And remember, I'm not as tough, as hard, or as cold, as I would like to think I am.