Well it seems I have to fill out one hundred minimum first before I can save yet I do not wish to fill this out at the moment so I can just killing words.

This seems to be the hot topic on everyone around me. However the answer has always been the same, though never good enough for them either. To me I just love enjoying every day as it is, with no worries of what is to come further down the road, or even what I plan to do. If anything I would rather just work on what interests me, and that usually revolves around the company I keep.

Edit: In the long run, I do hope to get a degree, and perhaps a masters in, Philosophy. Then perhaps teach it to high schools or be a prof at it, much like my socio teacher taught us, like he was a student.

Though for now, I am taking a semester off, paying for my own school so why not? Either way other then work I now have a lot of free time on my hands.

Depending on who you talk to, it would either be listening or talking. Both however have to have ice severely broken for it to achieve any results lol. I had always tried to see both sides of the coin in any conversation, and with that I had hoped to be able to understand more about the topic at hand. So in all honesty if the conversation is worth it, I will talk and listen for as long you would be willing.

I would also say that I like to write, and rather it's like random writing. Rambles if you will. Though it disappoints me because I can never really finish anything, and my muse usually goes away after a month so there's nothing I could ever do about it.

oh man that would have to be my way of killing the awkwardness. It always seems to feel like its a race between me and someone new to kill it, and to make it ever so much more awkward that we would forget the problem at hand. Though sometimes it is not anything special, guess it just depends on the person that makes me say or act as I do. Perhaps they may just see a shy guy waiting for the right opportunity to show how he really isn't.

Edit: Just walked by a mirror and realized the bad highlight job my ex gave me. So no I did not throw money at this lol.

Plan to update when I have the energy to do so @.@

My laptop - Solely because it helps me keep in touch some some dear friends of mine that have left. Then again GE and RO are a big plus lol

My friends - They know who they are and have been with me through my worst of times, do not know where I would be with out them

My sister - She is not my sister, however, to others she is. A friend that can never be replaced, and my moral watcher.

My music - God help me if I lost my music

My muse - God I hate you lol

Usually about the day and what to do next. I spend most of my days free with company, always wondering how might be free to go where with who about what. After the hours I work, I do try to enjoy my time away from sleep.

Wondering what new movies to come

Wondering if Hideo Kojima will rule the world soon

If I am faster then some of my friends if zombies appear

When the hell I am actually gonna get that tattoo I keep saying I am going to get

Thinking it is Thursday
Out and about with my friends
Watching horribly bad movie's with who ever is free
Honest to god asleep, and that's a real shame

hmmm I guess I can spare a skeleton

I would say it would be about the distance between me and my family. It has been bad for about the last 4 years now and it really is no longer the same as it used to be. The moma's boy that grew abused by girls at school but could never tell her for fear of more trouble brewing. Only for it to separate around high school where I just could no longer take the fighting with my family. Now for it to come to where it is, a mother now realizing her son's gone and a father that has no memory of what he did.

Edit:Felt I had to edit this part, or rather update this since a question was asked about it. I am pretty much a open book about my life, not a thing about it I am afraid to talk about or most of the time joke of. I am indeed distant from my own family but that never brought, or makes me currently, sad. It's just a estrange relationship that most people ask about on the spot, so I felt better just getting it out of the way now rather then later.

If you like to talk, then I would love to. However if you do...

Please for the love of god talk >.<

Most of my conversation's online now are just totally one sided and I find my self wondering whats the point half the time.

Honestly looking for anything at this point, heh, after my ex left me for my best friend, can not really say otherwise these days.