I am NOT looking for a relationship. Also not looking for casual
sex with someone I haven't even met. I have been let down by people
who I thought I could depend on lately so I'm really not interested
in anything too deep. I am looking for people with similar
interests to do things with. This is my first time living by myself
and it can be lonely. I like watching movies, listening to music,
playing video games (casual), watching anime and reading manga.
Sometimes I want to tell someone something and realize I have no
one who would care. For example, I love that the Villager and Wii
Fit Trainer are going to be in the new SSMB. It cracks me up, but I
don't know anyone who would get the joke. I'm really getting into
going out to see bands lately and I'd like to find someone who
knows the local music scene to clue me in. I enjoy WEQX alternative
type music. I have a lot of manga and anime and would be more than
happy to share some suggestions for someone who may be just getting
into it. Like anybody, I like talking about the things I enjoy. I
think it would be in my best interests if I didn't continue having
those conversations with just me.
What I’m doing with my life
That's what I'm trying to figure out. I thought I knew what my life
was going to look like and what I wanted. Now I feel like my life
is that old game Perfection.
I’m really good at
Over thinking. Being lucky; I win things. Undervaluing myself.
Grammar. I'm trying to rediscover myself right now. Questions like
this are tough.
The first things people usually notice about me
Probably my smile. If I'm not smiling, probably nothing or my
glasses. I don't think I stand out.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Oh, boy! Lists, I love lists.
Movies: Roger Rabbit, Die Hard, Singing in the Rain, anything Hayao
Miyazaki or Sergio Leone, The Princess Bride, Alien, Lord of the
Rings, Jackie Chan, Columbo.
Books: The Lord of the Rings trilogy, Watership Down, One Hundred
and One Dalmations by Dodie Smith, Siddhartha, Harry Potter, manga,
Shows?: (I'm going to go with TV) anime, Criminal Minds, Doctor
Who, NCIS, I only have Netflix and Hulu right now, so I'm
Music: Rage Against the Machine, L'arc-en-Ciel, Korn, Marilyn
Manson, Gorillaz, Radiohead, Boom Boom Satellites, Capital Cities,
Arctic Monkeys. These are just the ones I've listened to multiple
times. Actually got to see L'arc last year when their world tour
hit the Garden. It was awesome!
Food: Italian, Chinese, Thai, Mexican. Not much meat, although I
enjoy it when eating out.
The six things I could never do without
Other than the obvious necessities everyone needs, I'd have to
1. My computer. I use it for pretty much everything: keeping in
touch, paying bills, shopping, entertainment, research, etc. I am
not super impetuous; I like to plan at least for the necessities
whenever I leave the house for the day. Which brings me to...
2. My GPS. If I haven't been somewhere before, I get lost very
easily. Once I know where I am, though, Ms. Recalculating gets
3. Human interaction. One of the main reasons I'm on this site. I'm
living alone for the first time. While I am not averse to doing
things by myself, doing everything alone can be, well, lonely.
Also, I like people. I like how we're all different and every
interaction pushes my mind in a new direction. I believe all people
are basically good and want to be kind to one another. When I see
that in action, it renews my faith.
4. Music. It just makes me happy.
5. My car. Although, I'd love if I lived somewhere that I didn't
6. Sex. Well, I guess affection and passion really. I can orgasm
anytime I want, but there's nothing like wanting someone and
knowing they want you. I don't think I'd like making a date just
for sex, though. It's like a mustache on a porn star. I prefer
something more organic and spontaneous.
Gee, I didn't think coming up with six things would be so hard. I'm
sure I'll probably think of a dozen things I should have written
I spend a lot of time thinking about
What I want to do with the rest of my life. I feel like I've
entered a second adolescence of sorts. All of my ideas of what my
future would be were always something I thought of as for tomorrow.
Suddenly all of those ideas are out the window and I have to start
all over. What seemed a long way off feels more like now. I've
always thought of myself as young, but now I feel like there isn't
enough time. With so many options, I'm at a bit of a loss as to
where to even begin. I know I should start small, but there's so
much! I feel a little like Veruca Salt during her big solo.
On a typical Friday night I am
taking a nap or hanging at my friend's house before meeting the
gang at the bar.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I call myself bi on my profile, but I've never actually had sexual
contact with a woman. I just know I've always felt attracted to
women. I would like to explore that part of myself more fully, but
right now I am trying to get to know myself. I really lost who I am
while I was married and I can't help but feel the need to question
my judgement. Not a good time to jump into the deep end.
You should message me if
You live in the Albany area and you like to hang out, play pool,
shoot darts, watch movies or listen to live music with friends. If
you live more than an hour away, I'm really not into traveling. If
you're looking for arm candy or someone to take care of you, please
don't waste my time. I do have an FWB, but it would be nice to
cuddle occasionally or have someone to hold hands with in public. I