(To women interested in dating me, please read down to paragraph
three and four.)
First off, let me start by saying, I am real; I do everything in my power to not lie to people, even if it hurts me or another. I have lost friends over my honesty and unwillingness to lie. It is very important to me that people understand my motives. It is very important to me that I am not lied to; I do not abide by it. I even try hard to avoid "white lies", and though I am far from perfect and have a willingness to hear an apology, it is by far the biggest turn off, next to apathy or a heart driven towards anger or hate.
Also, my apologies to anyone who messages me and realizes I disappeared; real life gets hectic and sometimes going online just isn't on my mind, then by the time I remember, I'm pretty sure everyone I was talking to thinks I'm a dick. "My bad" is all I can say for now with little reason other than work and family as distractions.
Something big: I have made a personal choice recently and I don't think I would like to be with a woman for a great number of reasons. It would kill me to say this, but I have spent a long, long time (years) thinking about this. To spare the reader five pages, I am going to say that though I know I have full capability to be with a woman, physically, emotionally and mentally, long term, I think, if I should decide to have children, I want at least one child to be genetically mine and my mate's. That is impossible with a woman; I shouldn't try to date any females because I've been getting more serious about finding a life-mate and knowing that, it would break my heart to have to break hers.
This does not make me straight, it makes me decided. Even after I chose to follow Christ, my attractions to women haven't waned, but this way it is also two birds and one stone: I want to follow Him and while also acknowledging my wants, even if I don't act on them. Thank you for understanding.
Now, moving on to more about me, I am 6'& 2" tall, so you better be prepared for it. I have full, plush lips and a pierced tongue. My hair is naturally a dark brown. I am a thick girl and I make a good pillow. n.n;
I am pretty outgoing. I'm generally personable and like the occasional social scene. I'll go to a club every now and then, but usually intimate forays are common with me. I thoroughly despise the Gay 90s for multiple reasons and the Saloon in Mpls is my "home bar".
I love to table-top RP, OL RP, play video games, MMORPGs and other things often categorized as "nerdy".
I am Christian, but don't let that push you away. I studied Tai Chi and other religions/faith traditions back in high school to see which one I wanted to be a part of before deciding. God is the biggest part of my life and, though my faith is an integral part of me, I try not to be judgmental, because it is not my place and only causes Christians to misrepresent our beliefs to unbelievers. I don't bible bash.
As the saying goes, "Do not judge people because they sin differently than you," and I take this to heart.
I like to meditate. I love pets, to read and write...even to dance. I love learning. I like learning about new cultures and I have an interest in computers and electronics. I would study them more thoroughly and build them myself had I the time and money.
I get really busy sometimes and I probably don't get a chance to contact people like I probably should, or do things I really wanted. On the same page, I get a little lazy sometimes and just don't want to do things I coulda/shoulda/woulda done in other circumstances, like call people. But I don't outright neglect friends. Right now I pretty much just seek friends.
First off, let me start by saying, I am real; I do everything in my power to not lie to people, even if it hurts me or another. I have lost friends over my honesty and unwillingness to lie. It is very important to me that people understand my motives. It is very important to me that I am not lied to; I do not abide by it. I even try hard to avoid "white lies", and though I am far from perfect and have a willingness to hear an apology, it is by far the biggest turn off, next to apathy or a heart driven towards anger or hate.
Also, my apologies to anyone who messages me and realizes I disappeared; real life gets hectic and sometimes going online just isn't on my mind, then by the time I remember, I'm pretty sure everyone I was talking to thinks I'm a dick. "My bad" is all I can say for now with little reason other than work and family as distractions.
Something big: I have made a personal choice recently and I don't think I would like to be with a woman for a great number of reasons. It would kill me to say this, but I have spent a long, long time (years) thinking about this. To spare the reader five pages, I am going to say that though I know I have full capability to be with a woman, physically, emotionally and mentally, long term, I think, if I should decide to have children, I want at least one child to be genetically mine and my mate's. That is impossible with a woman; I shouldn't try to date any females because I've been getting more serious about finding a life-mate and knowing that, it would break my heart to have to break hers.
This does not make me straight, it makes me decided. Even after I chose to follow Christ, my attractions to women haven't waned, but this way it is also two birds and one stone: I want to follow Him and while also acknowledging my wants, even if I don't act on them. Thank you for understanding.
Now, moving on to more about me, I am 6'& 2" tall, so you better be prepared for it. I have full, plush lips and a pierced tongue. My hair is naturally a dark brown. I am a thick girl and I make a good pillow. n.n;
I am pretty outgoing. I'm generally personable and like the occasional social scene. I'll go to a club every now and then, but usually intimate forays are common with me. I thoroughly despise the Gay 90s for multiple reasons and the Saloon in Mpls is my "home bar".
I love to table-top RP, OL RP, play video games, MMORPGs and other things often categorized as "nerdy".
I am Christian, but don't let that push you away. I studied Tai Chi and other religions/faith traditions back in high school to see which one I wanted to be a part of before deciding. God is the biggest part of my life and, though my faith is an integral part of me, I try not to be judgmental, because it is not my place and only causes Christians to misrepresent our beliefs to unbelievers. I don't bible bash.
As the saying goes, "Do not judge people because they sin differently than you," and I take this to heart.
I like to meditate. I love pets, to read and write...even to dance. I love learning. I like learning about new cultures and I have an interest in computers and electronics. I would study them more thoroughly and build them myself had I the time and money.
I get really busy sometimes and I probably don't get a chance to contact people like I probably should, or do things I really wanted. On the same page, I get a little lazy sometimes and just don't want to do things I coulda/shoulda/woulda done in other circumstances, like call people. But I don't outright neglect friends. Right now I pretty much just seek friends.
