I'm complicated yet simple. Intelligent and illogical. I have yet to find a place I fit in this vast world. Let down and knocked down I refuse to give up, and calmly strive on doggedly. I have problems and baggage and may tell you about them if you get to know me well enough.
I'm usually an optimistic fellow and am trying to keep ahold of that optimistic view during a time that is apparently bleak and hopeless. I keep in mind that appearances can be deceiving...
I tried to use the "Blind Date" feature, but can't get it to work with my phone (old flip phone). Message me and maybe we can set something up.
Well, things have changed yet again. I think I should put a disclaimer on here so a recent incident isn't (hopefully) repeated. I'm a very deeply emotional person that may appear calm on the surface, but am constantly battling for control of very intense feelings. It has recently come to my attention that when another person is informed of these feelings they sound like the traits of a stalker. I don't like to feel deep emotion quickly, but have little or no control over when they actually happen. I do get obsessive, but never possessive, and I keep control of my actions regardless of the thoughts and emotions I experience.
I will never allow my feelings to twist something into a disagreeable situation by allowing my emotions to control my actions (ie stalking) and only need to be told if I'm smothering to back off. Despite the pain that comes with separating from something/one I somehow fall deeply in love with, I have learned that it is often better for the object/person of my affection if I let go. This is always a hard thing to do but I think of those I love or care or respect first.
I will always inform someone when these powerful emotions strike me, tho sometimes they strike so suddenly it takes me a while to realize the strength and depth of it. If I'm triggered into feeling this way its because I love things as they are and would never expect more just because I feel a certain way. You don't need to do anything, its just information.
Lastly, I'm not actively looking for anyone at this time but if anyone contacts me I won't turn them away. I am ultimately looking for one of each and will be utterly faithful to them. I would want a more or less committed relationship, but am flexible as long as its not a free for all. In short love/care about me and I'll show you the same (often a little more) in return.
I also visit a site called SpiritScience, Check it out! Look for my postings under "RisingAngel"