I AM NOT LOOKING FOR CASUAL SEX!

I am a geek. I love reading, history and talking with people. Though I can be shy at times, I'm trying to work on making friends. I'm married to crawlingchaos.

I was once told that I was a kind, gentle person. That I was a wonderfully smart, all be it sometimes ditsy girl. And that I was someone who wants to be loved, but most of all, that I was a beautiful lady... This was many years ago, but it still feels like one of the best assessment of me.

I have never been good at summing up myself in writing, but I think I've given it my best shot at this point.

I'm living in the now but planing for the road ahead.

I just finished my CNA program and am starting to work.

I don't know... I paint well... ummm Lets see... I do Roleplaying games and I'm kind of good at them.

I can sew and am not half bad at making my own garb for SCA events.

I'm good at coming up with costumes and interesting concepts for characters I'm playing.

Working with kids, I'm good at understanding what is going on in their lives and giving them someone to talk to. I'm also good at getting them to listen when I'm trying to help them get through their problems.

My smile... my eyes... as a male friend pointed out once my rack.

I love fantasy, I love books in general. One of my top reads was The Perks of Being a Wallflower. Another was Down and out in the Magic kingdom. Hunger Games is a good one.

I like art films. I also love a good sci fi flick... or inception. I'm also very big on fantasy. Lord of the Rings was a wonderful set of movies. I have fallen in love with Labyrinth and Mirrormask if that helps you find what type of movie I like. Princess Mononoke was one of my favorite anime films when I was younger. As for tv.... I'm watching BSG right now and I love Doctor Who. For the other end of shows I like it's newsroom and West wing

I love Celtic music, and Folk. I have a lot of bands that I love... way to many to name. Kamelot for one and here are a few others Nightwish, Incubus, Daft Punk, Evanescence, Enya

As for food, I like potatoes... Yeah I like lot of other foods but that would be my favorite.

My friends, because with out them life would be boring.
Books with out them I wouldn't be able to enjoy my free time and it would be a lot harder to learn new things.
Air... I need to breath.
Music, with out it life isn't worth living.
Love is like air.
Time to my self.

What to do next with my life and the lives of the characters I play. Thinking about sex... umm what else... Love in all it's forms... What I want to play next. Games I want to run or am running. My family and friends. Books that I have read or want to read.

The meaning of life.

I spend a lot of time thinking about how best to not end up stuck in the drama wars that plague my friends group.

I spend a lot of time thinking about BDSM and what I want to learn next when it comes to the scene. How I want to put these things into play in my life. I enjoy thinking up fun kinky things to do.

I spend a lot of time thinking about my mom and the things she did with her life. It's part of how I'm handling the pain of her death.

I spend lot of time thinking about where I want to work when I finish school. I have a few offers on the table but I don't know yet where I want to go.

I spend a lot of time thinking about the wedding. Trying to plan it and get everything ready.

I also spend time thinking about burning man art projects and getting involved on the local level in the burning man community... And fire spinning witch I am learning how to do.

Out at a small party or at a kink event with my husband. Or I am just hanging out at home.

I do like to dance and am hoping to get out a do that more too.
Though of late I've been going out for coffee or staying home to read.

I'm kind of a Disney nut.

If you want to get to know me. If your a geek. If you love books. If you can see spending time talking with me and trying to be friends more then anything else. If your interested in kink and want to talk or are maybe looking for a kink play partner, but only if your willing to take things slowly.

But please don't message me if your looking for a fuck or want to give me a hard time about the way I live my life.