Conrad_Nomikos

 

Ronnie16....

 

She is... The Librarian...

 

Boys, remember you first visit to a library? You picked a book, then when to the counter. You looked up, and there she was... You never saw anything so beautiful, and you knew you never will. She was beautiful, she was hot, and oh, those eyes. You would never be the same after that... She is the ONLY girl...

So I am in the writing mood and find myself thinking of the general OKC populace. I definatly suffer from infatuation, there are certain people who just strike a chord with me. It doesn't matter what our percentage match is it's what's in their writing. It doesn't have to be an indepth self character analysis, I'm not even sure what it does have to be. All I know is that every now and then I read someone's profile and off go the heart eyes and gush go the saliva glands, too much?

Well it happens every now and then and I'm struck too shy to send a witty comment or message. I just creep around every now and then and I'm sure the person in question is probably just looking at their stalkers and wondering what the random from Vancouver is doing once again creeping on them. Well to all you victims of my creepy mute awe struck lusty infatuation, I am simply getting my kicks reading you're wonderful words. To all my okc crushes, keep up the witty words.

So I've recently lost a bunch of weight, yay huzzah for me. But that's beside the point, the point is GAT DAYUM! Being a ltwc is a hard ass job, once you go fat you never go back, at least that seems to be what your body wants. My biggest obstacle in keeping weight off is finding activities that hold my attention I get bored so easily. I can't just go for a jog! I mean what am I doing? just walking really quickly and where am I going...NO WHERE! I'm just going to end up circling around back home and wound up where I started. I guess my goal for the month of August is to find activities that entertain me because no bloody way have I put in all this time just to screw myself over again. Because that's one thing I always own up to, your weight is your own control! Now while I keep the weight off I just need something to pre-occupy my mind. Any interesting and fun ways of excercise? I would love some ideas.

So I'm in a long distance relationship and I of course knew it was going to be hard when my boyfriend and I decided we cared about each other too much to simply break up when our physical time together was over. But no one ever mentioned that being in a long distance relationship was practically like being in a different relationship. I have found with the long distance that it's brought a whole new chock block of issues and obstacles. My boyfriend had big communication issues before we met but with me he was willing to and started working on them and being together was amazing but now that we're apart they seem to be springing up again, when we talk on the phone I feel like I'm talking to myself half the time. I'm not some crazed girl who doesn't get that sometimes people just don't want to talk but really! And I know I can be sensitive but when my bf and I were physically together he hardly ever teased and I was much more thick skinned; but now that we're apart I find that he teases alot more and I'm more susceptable to getting my feelings hurt. Really our relationship has way more talking out issues time then it does just talking, and he never really seems to want to talk to me. It's frustrating because I love the kid I really do he's my first serious relationship and I think he's amazing. He's coming to visit and will be here in just a little over 16 days so I'm hoping the two weeks he will have here will fix alot but it just sucks that our time apart seems to be so emotionally fraught. If anyone has any advice on working through the long distance I would love to know.