I am a mysterious and intense person with hidden passion and sensitivity. I do not accept things at face value and am constantly looking for the underlying meaning of things. My brain is endlessly questioning everything. So much so that I lose sleep for it. I have a rather light, mischievous, and morbidly sick sense of humor. I am quite the pistol and can be argumentative when cornered. Some tell me I am brutally honest. I may be rough around the edges but inside I am sentimental, lovable, and a softhearted romantic.

I've been a vegetarian since I was eight years old and have an affinity with animals - an acute sensitivity and a nonverbal kind of rapport with them. Preserving wildlife, undeveloped land, and animal rights has always been an important part of my life. I believe that all of nature's beasts have much wisdom to teach us if treated with the respect and compassion they deserve. For they have mastered the art of co-existing in harmony with mother Earth, unlike us destructive humans. If I am ever fortunate enough to become wealthy, I intend to develop my own sanctuary for wayward kitties.

I'm very selective when it comes to choosing friends. I do not want to be hurt so I shelter my heart from others. It takes a long time for me to trust and open up. Once I commit myself emotionally to someone, be it friend or lover, I am intensely loyal and devoted to them and also expect the same kind of unwavering, undying loyalty in return. If I am ever betrayed by someone I care deeply for, I am capable of hating and retaliating with as much fervor as I once loved.

Nothing is done halfway. There is definitely a streak of emotional fanaticism in me. I live in my head a great deal - reading, observing, thinking, spinning ideas around - and I need mental stimulation every bit as much as I need food and drink. I am, in many ways, an eternal child. My mind is bright, alert, curious, flexible, playful, and always eager for new experiences. I always want what I can't have or is out of my reach. I crave frequent change, variety, meeting new situations and people. I live by my wits and gut instincts. I crave intense experiences and am attracted to aspects of life that are strange or unfathomable. I am rarely content with myself and my life, and I have an inner urge to be continually going farther or deeper than I ever have before.

Love will start in my mind and then will descend to my heart. I fall in love with the people who stimulate my curiosity and intelligence. I like to admire others and, at times, my fantasies cloud reality, which usually leads to self-deception.

random ass facts
I'd rather be playing video games.

I'm very outspoken, up front, and honest and usually say the first thing that comes to mind.

I'm not racist, I'm a specist. I hate everyone equally. Shit comes in all hues. I simply have a general disdain for humanity. I'm a proud cynic.

I am known to find beauty in the most obscure oddities.

It usually takes me a good 2-3 hours to fall asleep every night because I can't seem to turn my thoughts off.

I have to eat chocolate at least twice a day to release the proper amounts of serotonin in my brain.

I forget names easily but could never forget a face.

I have really bad vision. Thanks mom and dad.

I'm a total tomboy at heart. I'd rather be camping than stuck in a stuffy dance club any night. I ride dirtbikes & quads, play paintball, white water raft, and hike the creepy backwoods. My favorite past time is exploring abandoned buildings and investigating local legends.

I can code an entire site in notepad.

I'm an ex-carnie.. I spent 2 summers during my teenage years working as a circus sideshow announcer.

I can play the drums but I really want to learn how to play the violin.

I have extremely dumb luck.

Books:Confederacy of Dunces, Dead Air, Geek Love, The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen, The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time, Espedair Street, Walking on Glass, The Wasp Factory, Whit, Still Life With Woodpecker, Fahrenheit 451, Naked, Me Talk Pretty One Day, Barrel Fever, A Prayer for Owen Meany, V for Vendetta, The Watchmen, From Hell, Jitterbug Perfume, Timequake, The Clown, The Epic of Gilgamesh, Galapagos, Breakfast of Champions, The Battle of Brazil, The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, The Master and Margarita, Lynch on Lynch, The Civil War in Bad Decline, Pastoralia, The Wind-up Bird Chronicle, The Demon-Haunted World, Lies My Teacher Told Me, Bill Moyers on America, Tales from Moomin Valley, The Adrian Mole Diaries, A Wrinkle in Time, A Swiftly Tilting Planet, The Chronicles of Narnia, The Business, The Shroud of the Thwacker, Make Love the Bruce Campbell Way, A Man without a Country, anything on the Enlightenment the French Revolution, the Oxford's English etc. Currently reading World War Z, An Oral History of the Zombie War by Max Brooks.

Music: Mindless Self indulgence, Chilli Peppers, NIN, maya, govinda, Enigma, Jhno, orb, woob, deep forest, Enya, Dead can dance, the acid lounge, Royksopp, moby, morcheeba, Faithless, Tayo, Luke slater, Hybrid, Marco corola, Global communication, The Herbaliser, DJ Yoda, Pendulum, Aphex twin, chemical Brothers, Joi, B-tribe, Yasmin levy, Nusrat Fateh Ali khan, Ladysmith black mambazo, Pink floyd, Mike oldfield, The Eagles, Tom petty, Dire straits, Bowie, (old) Whitesnake, guns n Roses, Aerosmith, Mozart, Greig, Holst, Mendelsson, Ravel, St germain, Guy barker, The blue series, John Lee hooker...the list goes on..

Movies: The President's Analyst, Brazil, Dreamchild, Raising Arizona, The American Astronaut, Simon, Kafka, Blade Runner, Dune, Hudsucker Proxy, Network, The Princess and the Warrior, Series 7, A Fish Called Wanda, Dirty Rotten Scoundrels, The Manchurian Candidate, Shaun of the Dead, The Jerk, Behind the Mask, Confessions of A Dangerous Mind, 1984, Amelie, Cemetary Man, The Iron Giant, Miracle on 34th Street, Glengarry Glenross, Bob Roberts, The Incredibles, Sunset Blvd, Barton Fink, Cool Hand Luke, No Man's Land, Brain Candy, Delicatessen, The Triplets of Belleville, Uzumaki, Army of Darkness, The Player, Tron, Arsenic and Old Lace, Nightmare Alley, Secret Lives of Dentists (minus the musical numbers), Hedwig and the Angry Inch (especially the musical numbers), Time Bandits, Dark City- In the Last five years? ...Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, The Constant Gardener, Kung Fu Hustle, Howl's Moving Castle, Me and You and Everyone We Know, Batman Begins, Kiss Kiss Bang Bang, Children of Men, Science of Sleep, PAPRIKA, No Country for Old Men, BEOWULF (I know, and I really wanted to hate it too!)...etc., etc., etcetera......

If you send me a message that resembles the atrocity below, don't hold your breath wating for my reply:
"hI bAbY uR so h0t y cAnT i aDd u?? add me bAbY plzzZZ!!!"
Sadly, even though its all written right here, I still get messages like this on a daily basis. Are you people this dim-witted all the time or are you making a special effort? If you walked up to me and started speaking Neanderthal I'd probably clobber you with that club of yours to knock whatever is loose inside your noggin back into place.

Basically, don't be an annoying little fucktard. Otherwise, feel free!