Self summary: I'm not very good at talking about myself like this, it's much easier to do it in conversation because it's hard to get the important information out there without knowing what specifically is important so if you have any questions, just ask and I'll answer.
Things you should know though, obviously I am different than most guys that you'd think you'd find on here, probably nowhere near who you had in mind when you started looking for guys on here but trust me when I say that I'm still a person and I still have feelings and need friendship/companionship just like you do (otherwise why are you on OKCupid?). I am a crossdresser. It's not full time so what you see on this profile is not how I look all the time but I feel I need to keep this separate from the profile for how I normally for certain reasons that I can explain better in conversation. I can explain now that I want this to NOT be a secret between any potential romantic interest and I which is why I'm out in the open about it on this site. Secrets and such are not good for any relationship so why start one knowing there's a huge one like this?
But more about me... I have never been in a relationship before but I'm very ready for it, assuming I can find someone willing to give me a fair chance at one. So far I've been extremely unlucky at that because people are so judgmental or closed minded. I'm also extremely shy around strangers which makes it near impossible to meet new people out in the real world but talking to someone online first gets rid of that shyness.
What I'm looking for: Someone to be my best friend in life, someone to share all my feelings and experiences with, someone who I can do likewise for, someone who can be the hug I need every time we meet, the hand to hold as we take a walk through the park (or wherever else), someone to be the shoulder I can cry on (figuratively or literally) and who I would do likewise for, someone who will go on adventures with me to new places and try new things (probably small places/things to start) and of course someone to kiss goodnight to as we part for the night. Most guys on here just want sex, or want everything that will lead to it, that is not me. I believe sex should come very deep into the relationship when there is an unbreakable emotional bond. So you won't have to worry about me pressuring you for sex until we're both absolutely ready.
Other things to note: I extremely enjoy sports, Baseball comes first then hockey and football (Cards, Blues and Rams of course) and it'd be great if you enjoy them too but I also know sports aren't for everyone so no biggie if you don't enjoy them that much. I'm also quite nerdy and enjoy nerdy stuff like sci-fi and video games and computers and all that but I also enjoy outdoor activities like hiking or camping among other things.