So …I’m gonna tell you the truth.
Sometimes …I talk too much. There are reasons of course. My head gets clogged with words and the only way for me to drain them is to talk …so I talk. A lot of the talking can be completely inconsequential but just let me talk and breathe through it …it’ll be over soon.
Sometimes I talk in accents. Just because I can. It’s a little weird by all accounts but I still do it and I like it too much to stop.
I sing. A lot. Don’t be alarmed when I do. Most of the time it’s snippets of songs; part of a lyric here, part of a lyric there …I just like the emotion that comes with it.
I really try and mean what I say. I realize not everyone has the ability –or the time- to read into every word everyone says, so I promise that if you ask if I’m okay, I’ll give you a straight answer. As long as you promise to care when I say ‘No’.
My word is my bond. Period. I don’t take promises lightly so if you make a lot and break them …don’t waste your time with me.
I can be mean. Really mean. Blatant honesty is a forte I have perfected and though I don’t always mean it cruelly it can come across like that. And sometimes …I’m just mean because I can be. I’ll always come back and apologize though. Always. And you can bet I’ll admit when I’m wrong. I don’t mind being wrong and if I am I should be human enough to admit it.
I support everyone’s right to marry whomever they want. If you’re against homosexuality please don’t waste my time.
I drink more caffeine then should be allotted for any one
person. Given the opportunity I would IV it to myself.
I don’t have sex outside of relationships. If you are looking for a hook up, there are plenty of other women on here who would gladly oblige.
I care about few people …I rarely remember names …and most of what people say to me goes in one ear and out the other. I feign interest well though and if you ask a direct question I’ll give you a direct answer.
But …the people I do care about. I care about. There isn’t some half assed emotion behind it, I won’t pretend. If you need me …call me. I’ll be there. Every time.
I love hard and wholly and I’ll do my best to make sure you don’t feel alone in this world. I read too much and write too much and sometimes shut myself off from the everyone but I’ll come back to you.
I believe in love –probably too much- and happy endings and I’m looking for mine. Every day won’t be perfect but there will be perfection in every day.
If that …any of that …interests you drop me a note. If you’ve got questions, I’ve got answers.
I can’t wait to meet you.