What makes you insane? Is it the love you seek? Or is it enourmous longing for something that isn't quite real? As for me both of theese traits makes me insane.

I have a long time of loneliness. Because I choose it. I believe in choice. Even choice that is always the same and it ever last. I make some of mine and I hope they will turn for the best.

I still stand. I still believe deep in my emotions. I know that we all will finish best.

I may be more or less, but still I am nonetheless.

I am looking only for girls who didn't have partner before me, the older the better but not more than 35.

Basicly I think all of the time. Then my thought are convert into writings, images, music. Apart from that I am living, solving life problems along the way. And I am trying to keep the balance. I lead myself to a great world of adventure but I don't expect them to happen. I simply flow towards them. As someone said before I am sailing.

I know I am good at leading, motivating and at writing. Most of my succeses is about leading and this I want to do the most in my life. Also I am good at fighting and conquering but only in my imagination. I conquered the hell, heaven and all of universe and I am still longing for more.

I don't know I have never asked, It doesn't concern me.

Food- very spicy meets with garlic and onion on the top.
Books - the ones about leading and teaching, fantasy
Movies - action movies with the hero who is saving the world from destruction i would rather see the hero who want to destroy human race and succed but there are no such movies or i don't know them.
Shows - whose line is it anyway, southpark, blackladder.
music - rock, metal, trance, symphonic new age songs like ameno (era), film symphonic music, some pop, bands like bon jovi, three doors down, bands like godsmack, dirty wormz.

Music, paper, pen, coca cola, food and mobile phone.

My ngo, projects I want to accomplish. Also about finding the perfect match (the women that was mine from the moment of her creation, want to be mine now and will hopefully be mine in the future which mean she is also pure sexually), writing a fascinating book preferably music book (its book with music ilustrating the story in form of powerpoint presentation), and psycho staff.

I am writing. Nurturing my soul. Thinking about my business.

I have paranoid schizophrenia, at least some doctors says that. Personally I believe I am healthy.
I am also an old generation pagan.

You want to walk the plank.