i have no idea... i am just myself. no more no less. not that that tells you much. i guess i am mildly ambitious and highly idealistic. i am too judgemental and too trusting. and though i am outspoken i am quite shy. all in all i am a walking contradiction, which can be more than a little frustrating- you just can't win arguing with yourself.

that being said...
i sleep better during a storm. i dream about green bunnies and falling from high places, but i never seem to land. i have gathered no moss because i have a healthy diet of chaos. i like mud and wood, clay and bamboo. my image of serenity is the perfect row, easy up the slides, set... catch. i love hip hop, reggaeton, jazz, country and an occasional raag. i am in my body as much as i am in my head. i don't like raw tomatoes but i love raw fish. and i prefer a manual to an automatic.

and my bloggity blog blog.

besides just living it... ?
trying to figure out what to do with it! looking for a job that i am passionate about and pays the bills at the same time.

also:
dancing. eating. sleeping. watching way too many movies. reading books. playing with clay. traveling. creating. destroying.

...cooking, massage, and chopping wood. i'm getting better at drawing trees, being patient, writing, emptying my mind, assimilating in other cultures, making flyers, entertaining japanese school children, appearing to be thoughtful while fantasizing about sex, cooking indian food, and i make a wonderful mess.

on the flip side: i am a terrible vegetarian and horrible at biting my tongue. my mother calls me 'grace' in the most sarcastic way possible and i tend to have the foulest mouth in the room. i buy notebooks like they are going out of style. i have too many unfinished journals to count. my brain doesn't work before noon. i can add, subtract, multiply and divide- that's about as far as my math skills go. i am easily distrac.... oh, pretty!

i'm tall? i am over opinionated?

books: vurt, being peace, bukowski, tom robbins, the bfg, the book of laughter and forgetting, anything beat, cradle to cradle, catcher in the rye, be here now, jivamukti, kenneth patchen, gravity's rainbow, the giving tree

movies: goonies, star wars, wet hot american summer, wes anderson, wong kar wai, space balls, amelie, lost in translation, anchorman, machete, biodome, jeux d'enfants, splash, animal house

shows: workaholics, american dad, american horror story, walking dead, how i met your mother, daily show, simpsons, weeds

music: hip hop, indie, real country, rock... basically anything good

food: pizza, sushi, indian, thai, chocolate, avocados, mexican

there really isn't much... but... i don't know if life would really be worth it without music to dance to.

easy ways for the masses to live simpler. how to better and to see the world with my time on this planet. the tension between form and function. art design fashion. ink piercings. music movies and observing pop culture. diy!! my sweet pup penny lane. meditation. yoga rowing keeping fit. nature trees flowers birds but not bees.

having fun or having fun sleeping.

i'm probably too much for you to handle.

you have the urge.