I've had this profile for awhile, and am only active in little spurts of time. A lot of what's written here is almost a conversation between myself, and myself after I've read what I wrote some months (or perhaps years) ago. Therefore, I hope you understand that this profile isn't long and pretentious because meeting people on this site is a priority for me, although I have become friends with one or two people through here.
When I was younger I dreamed without color about immaculate European gardens. Blackberry bushes walled out labyrinths of fountains big and small, statues of classical figured angels, and birds. I danced and spun about as the autumn leaves placed themselves carefully on the exquisite fountains' pools. Although I only saw her in greyscale, there was also a girl there. She was something of a co-conspirator there, in my mind's refuge, innocent and friendly, patiently exhorting me to enjoy my childhood. I told myself that I'd find that patch of earth again, when I grew up. The colors would blend in with my understanding of the world, and the woman would be there, waiting for me after the years. What I'd like to do is find someone like that.
The above is very abstract. To sum it up in a way some people might understand, I'm kind of a sweet geeky or dorky type. I watch too much tv on my computer and know too much about it. I can't decide if I look better with facial hair or without it, or if I should just trim to keep a constant base line. If I could live anywhere in the world it would be Sweden, because I studied abroad there and agree with the politics.
I was once on the Jerry Springer show, not that I get into fights all the time. There's an imdb page for me (unrelated to Jerry Springer), not that I'm famous. Also, I once won a dance contest during a minor league baseball game, not that I'm a good dancer.
I am honest, efficacious, and here for you!