i love creating (and occasionally performing) electronic music (ask me for a link), taking and editing pics, and tedious tasks. i am a perfectionist who loves imperfections. i keep a fairly active instagram account.

i can be a bit socially awkward varying from sometimes to usually. i prefer going to uncrowded places and enjoy activities in which few people are involved. i can be shy at first. please, give me a few chances to warm up. i feel best in one on one situations. small groups are ok. i will stand my ground if i perceive it to be logical and necessary. i am a very reasonable human being and believe in mutual respect. i don't like when people make fun of others. it really upsets me and i shut down. i frequent the use of subtle sarcasm and enjoy irony. i've been told that i'm weird.

if you ask me, i'll go hiking with you. i really love it when i'm in nature. but i prefer staying home. i love playing video games but had to limit myself in an effort to become more productive.

i'm looking for a kind hearted, creative minded best friend to enjoy life with. i don't mind that you would have many friends, but it will probably be a while before i will want to spend an extended amount of time with any of them. i enjoy comfortable (and sometimes uncomfortable) silences and being close. creative collaboration sounds fun. i live paycheck to paycheck so if you are into finding things to do that don't cost much then awesome!

i think before i speak.
i don't like gender roles.
i don't want to have children (my family's gene pool stops here).
i prefer lowercase text.
i... eye... aye...
i am an infj.
this might shed some light on my personality: http://www.mypersonality.info/personality-types/infj/

working to create
writing electronic music
digital photography
trying to inspire and improve myself
learning
teaching
thinking/meditating (non-traditional)
(i could sit and think for hours and have been known to do so)
successfully seeking and implementing a better quality of life

mastering things that i want to be good at.
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patience
thinking
listening
kissing
touching
connecting
being disconnected
massage
entertaining myself
making funny/weird faces/sounds
seeing the watery tunnel
physics based video games (like 'contre jour')
'seeing eye' pictures
trouble shooting
figuring things out
not figuring people out
being a robot

grey

i don't know.

music that never gets old: loscil, murcof, biosphere, boards of canada, isis, electric president, radiohead (thom yorke), sufjan stevens, menomena, scott walker, bjork...

directors that resonate within: david lynch, quentin tarantino, coen brothers, lars von trier, christopher nolan, terry gilliam, john cassavetes, wes anderson, paul thomas anderson, stanley kubrick, darren aronofsky
i love documentaries

movies i can watch practically anytime: amelie, bladerunner, kill bill, the lord of the rings, the big lebowski, rushmore, mulholland drive, 12 monkeys, gattaca...

series (thanks netflix!): tim and eric awesome show great job, dexter, mad men, californication, breaking bad, bsg, firefly, the walking dead...

authors i've enjoyed: steinbeck, bukowski, hess, vonnegut, tolkien, robert jordan... i only read a couple of books a year, though.

food: kalamata olives, mushrooms, pizza, mediterranean influenced italian, mexican, korean, thai, japanese. really, most anything.

thought
music
computer
buttons/knobs/sliders/keys
nature
i love intimacy but am finding i can do without it

(in order of the total sum of letters from least to most)
sex
music
possibilities
extra dimensions

online, creating music, editing photos, watching netflix or crafting.

just ask me and i'll tell you

(without the if)