I say deviant because I have always felt just a little out of kilter with the rest of humanity for all that I am essentially motivated by the same desires as anyone else. I find that I empathize most strongly with those who have experienced some unique personal challenge or trauma. I have a certain disdain for social constructions such as dress codes, gender roles, common conceptions of an individual's beauty or lack thereof and the like. Needless to say, if you are an individual who aspires to 'normality' I am probably not the gentleman for you :)
I say intellectual not so much because I imagine myself to be particularly erudite but because I try to analyze, understand, and evaluate anything and everything. Possibly as a form of escapism on occasion...
I like to collect moments of beauty, cuteness, whimsy, or poignancy. For example: One time as I was walking in a park, I passed three children who appeared very much to be siblings. The first one, a strapping young gentleman of perhaps some 8 years ran right on by me. The second, a young lady of nearly the same age, was making some odd bouncing jumps. She explained as if the question were plainly obvious "I am NOT skipping. Or jumping. I am PRANCING." As she passed by, the third, a young lady of maybe 4 years waddled as fast she could in the rear, pleading "Walk, walk!"
I've got a big soft heart that gets bruised pretty regularly. Which...one gets used to. I generally feel better about myself (and life in general) when I feel like I've had a positive affect on someone's life.