I'm a thinker through and through. Probably should have gone to
college as an architect or engineering but my early years were more
about lack of responsibility.... Starting to kick myself in the ass
for that yet I learned so much via my old jobs and subsequent
hobbies and desires that I wouldn't go back and change a single
thing. Recently I realized that what I need in life is a variety of
socialization. The past few years I've had ups and downs that
thwarted my confidence... Then two things happened... One! I read a
book that literally put me into perspective. And two! My turd of a
son (god bless him) told me the other day that I need "to kiss one
hundred girls"... Funny thing is... He's right! And only five. So
that's the inner focus I've begun to work on now. Having stared
into my past and realized that I've always given off the wrong
ideaffrom an outside perspective... I figured out I need to put all
of myself completely together before being able to really show who
I am.
I have had the reset button pushed a few times in my life without realizing that I was in control of the outcomes. And having a few too many negative inputs around held my mental state from moving forward to happiness... And not being in control of my emotions before resulted in a few long relationships ending near distaster. Happiness is a myriad of a few details. Ones I cannot afford to overlook any more.
I have had the reset button pushed a few times in my life without realizing that I was in control of the outcomes. And having a few too many negative inputs around held my mental state from moving forward to happiness... And not being in control of my emotions before resulted in a few long relationships ending near distaster. Happiness is a myriad of a few details. Ones I cannot afford to overlook any more.
