My energy is focused on one thing; improving my life. My demons and
past are slowly fading; and a bad first love taught me more than I
ever knew about myself. I sit here in disbelief looking at how much
I've grown; I know that I don't need another person in my life to
complete me; so with that being said, I have some pretty stringent
standards. I only want to mingle with others that are positive, and
vibrating on my level of thinking. I don't want to settle for the
kind of relationship where I'm the one that has to make all the
decisions; and keep the spark alive. I used to be the person that
would get pushed over, and taken advantage of; and now that person
is long gone. I am a giver; not a taker, I am lover; and yes also a
fighter. My emotions can get the best of me; but I don't consider
that a weakness, if anything, I consider it a strength. If you want
to join in my journey on the road of happiness come along, just
remember it's not a destination...
What I’m doing with my life
I'm working long hours and cultivating and repairing friendships.
I'm learning now exactly what it is that I want to do with my life.
I want to be a nurse (RN), but the sky's the limit. I'm holding out
on love, but I'm not ignoring it either.
I’m really good at
Communicating, expressing myself, making friends, helping people
feel better about themselves, warming up to people, making time for
the ones that count. Why don't you just ask me for yourself?
The first things people usually notice about me
People usually pick up on my energy; it's intense, I'm not afraid
to talk candidly, or about touchy things. I'm calm and
approachable. I am set in some ways; but open in so many more. What
really is an attractor for me is my realistic view of the moment;
people often say that's what sets me apart.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
The seasons books by Jay Bell; trashy romance novels, mindless
reality shows... I live vicariously through them. Food is always
broadening; health conscious here!
The six things I could never do without
Music - Drug of choice; kills all dullness and aches.
Wholesome Food - That dollar menu won't impress me much... Bonus
points if meatless!
True Friendship - Which includes honestly; realibilty, and the
ability to handle me at Amanda Bynes and see me thur to my
Sappy Romance Novels - Becusde the idea of love is almost alluring
as the actual feeling.
Starbucks - Caffine addict; vibe catcher; date Mecca.
Love - The most empowering and toxic emotion.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Life in general, boys *cough* people, work, what the future holds,
when the hell I'll finally meet someone! I guess people like to
hold their bluff on here, seriously don't be shy, I love talking!
On a typical Friday night I am
Working until 8; then anything from novel time; to the occasional
club visit. Anything can happen really; but life would be most
fulfilling if someone made Friday night something to look forward
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
Music makes me move with convulsions; I'm semi-vegetarian, and I'm
born to make you happy...
You should message me if
You're not looking for a hookup; you're actually going to talk on
the phone and carry a conversation (gasp). You're open to dating,
and communicating everyday. The truth hurts for some...