I'm a programmer on the spiritual path. I graduated from computational linguistics recently (2008-12) and now work as a programmer in Vienna to gather resources to relocate. I feel the way to God as my primary aim, though it takes many different shapes. From wholeheartedly doing my work through developing my talents to trying to live every moment in the present. I have changed in many aspects: from a night creature to an early riser, from an ever-horny sex-pursuer to a patiently waiting single, from a student to a worker. Mentioning the way to God, I practice Christianity, though I am an avid fan of Tantra and I favor the reincarnation theory.

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I spend a huge amount of time at the computer and have been doing so since elementary school. I love computers (particularly mine) and I use it to earn my lot and to spend a good deal of my free time. I play guitar a bit, been playing (and singing) for years but I practice shamefully seldom. I tend to like things that others do not.

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I have a strong feminine side. In summer, I wear skirts. I sometimes buy female jeans because I find them to fit me better. I feel much more comfortable when a girl is after me, than when I need to assume the active role. I prefer the company of females over males even for a friendly talk. To a certain extent, I enjoy housework (like washing dishes). (but I'm very, veeery messy, don't let this confuse you; see what my desk looked like at the dorm)

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Sex is one of my highest priorities. I couldn't do without working on it. That means I (like to) invest a lot of time and energy into improving, deepening and expanding my sexual experience. It is one of the things that I need from my partner: I couldn't be with somebody who wants to have an intercourse three times a week and that's it. I know sex offers more than the blissful moments of orgasm and I want to take the route and see where it leads. I can wait to have sex though – it's a sacred thing for me and participating in it without real love and being prepared is something I'd like to avoid. I also love to play and experiment.

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I like to study (not always and not everything) and I'll need you to listen to mathematical crap when I'm fascinated by something in math, that I just discovered or understood. This of course does not just apply to math only. I like and even need to share thoughts. Which doesn't mean I don't like silence. I do. Being silent with somebody doesn't usually make me feel uneasy and I explicitly enjoy it with people I'm close to.

(note: I'm referring to my hypothetical perfect match, who's reading this, in second person. Don't apply it to yourself forcefully.)

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I like astrology and I dislike when someone talks hyper-wisely about it and doesn't even know what ascendant is. But that is really one of my own flaws to talk about something I don't understand. That's why I hate it on other people. :-)

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I have a fondness for weapons, knives especially. I am kinda obsessed with my ability to survive. Not that it would be very big. I am one of those fortunate enough never to have been through a real fight. I am not aggressive, I don't like to fight, let's make that straight. However, I have a militaristic side which makes me study the theory and collect the equipment for the eventual need to fight to survive.

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I say stories from my life, adding parts that never took place and modify real ones to flourish them, and then I feel really embarrassed when I say the real version and people tell me "It was different the last time".

I'm overly thrifty in a way. I used to collect rubber bands from the ground, wash them and then use them when I had long hair. I'll rather eat stone hard bread than toss it to the garbage. Buying overpriced things causes me emotional stress.

I change a lot in behavior, in speech and in thinking with the company I'm with. When alone, I'm a shy person, contemplative and often drifted out of this world. When with others, I adapt massively and I often become a total extrovert and exhibitionist.

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More about me is on my web page: www.sixtease.net.

Last months, most of my attention went to Creative Contest -- a web I've built with a friend of mine. It's now open for public and you are more than welcome to join and take part, or at least take a look.

Other than that, I work, study Japanese, exercise my body and spirit and always try to do the right thing. I always knew what future I wanted (but the imagination has been changing of course). My current plan is to collect a year's working practice and then move to Japan or Australia. It's always been my dream to live in Japan, I'm fascinated by that country. So working toward that dream is a part of what I'm doing with my life. The most profound thing I'm doing with my life is that I'm giving it to God and trying to connect with her on a conscious level and do her will.

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I'm good at a lot of things but I really excel at none. Examples: playing guitar, programming, math, performing for public etc.

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I am good at spending hours and hours straight trying to do something impossible in a computer game, loading, re-trying again and again thousands of times. I use this skill quite rarely though, as of late, as I don't have the time and I'm mostly in Linux, where I don't have games installed.

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I have graduated from computational linguistics, so I have certain knowledge and skill in parts of that. My particular interests lie in automatic syntactical analysis (parsing), named entity recognition and sentence segmentation. This also gave rise to what I consider my strongest skill: Perl programming. I adore Perl (and the community on Perl Monks) and I know that language fairly well.

Sometimes my stuttering (when I just stutter).
Sometimes my clothing (when I'm wearing e.g. a skirt).
Sometimes how extroverted I am (when I talk / play&sing).
Usually... no idea, really. Gotta ask.

a) - Books:
1) The spiritual ones that changed my life (in roughly chronological order): Margo Anand's The Art of Sexual Ecstasy, S. N. Lazarev's The Diagnostics of Karma, Anthony DeMello's Awareness, the work of Karel Makoň, the Bible, Barry Long's Making Love: Sexual Love the Divine Way;
2) Other: Perl documentation, Getting Real by 37signals, Věra Chase's Vášeň pro broskve (Passion for Peaches); Some of my favorite writers are Terry Pratchett, Ondřej Neff

b) - Movies: Ostrov, Strange Days, The Terminator; VCA pictures' Shock (porn, but a really good movie); I also love movies with Arnold Schwarzenegger. What concerns shows, I like Star Trek, South Park, Sex and the City and that's about it. I don't like to waste my time watching TV.

c) - Music: Dream Theater and its members' side projects, Groove Armada, Sandra Nasic, Ludwig van Beethoven and a lot of others. I tend to like one single band or interpreter from each genre. In house it's Fatboy Slim, in punk it's Chumbawamba, in rock it's Guano Apes and so on.

I basically listen to two kinds of music:
1) Mentally stimulating music and
2) Pleasant-sound music.

Of the first kind, I must hear a composition many, many times before I learn to like it but then I'm hooked up for a long long time. Here goes Dream Theater, King Crimson and classical music of some kinds.
Music of the second type is simply that which sounds nicely to my ears. I have it for casual listening or as background for work, which doesn't mean I don't like these interpreters as much. Here, Groove Armada, Guano Apes (perfect voice, perfect guitar sound), ambient and electronica go.

d) - Foods: Anything made with love and care. I eat very simple foods often, like oat flakes with water, salt and oil (and I love it). I'm not a vegetarian by policy but I don't buy meat because I don't want to support the industry in which the animals suffer so horribly. I tend to like sweets of white to yellow color. These include white chocolate, vanilla ice-cream and condensed milk. Another favorite tidbit of mine are olives. I hate low-fat things, as they are a mockery to the original taste of milk (or whatever was rid of fat). Drink-wise, I like beer (Czech beer, Pilsner Urquell for example), all kinds of my mum's herbal tea and I dislike carbonated drinks.

I'm in a permanent struggle with myself about my eating habits. I love my body and want to take the best care of it I can but when I'm exposed to sweets, I can't help but overeat. I also have an urge to overeat when I push myself to something I don't particularly enjoy for long periods of time.

e) - Computer games: Baldur's Gate (I, II), Diablo (I, II, LOD), Morrowind, Carmageddon what concerns single player. Starcraft, Mortal Kombat (III, I, IV, II), Half-life, Counter-strike are my favorite multiplayer games. I met a fatal crissis in computer gaming when I found that I wore Baldur's Gate off. Ever since, nothing could give me the same enjoyment and I always stop playing in disappointment after a while. I still have brief waves of Diablo II passion once every a few months though.

There is no thing I couldn't do without. At least I hope so. But I really like having my computer, my knives, my guitars, my cell phone, a map of where I am and my body at my disposal.

problems I'm just solving. Like the thing I'm currently trying to program. When my emotions have been stirred up, I think about the matter, often hopelessly drowning in imagination (what I'd do, say, wish etc.). I spend a significant amount of time praying, or merely talking to the great God or singing to her. I think a lot about my bodily needs, too, like sex and food.

sleeping.

My belly has swelled out in spring 2008, and I'm hopelessly trying to get it back into shape. There's no fat, just the shape changed, and nobody seems to know what the matter is. I wish I had the same amount of self acceptance I had with a nice flat belly.

You don't use makeup & You don't wear perfumes & You want to explore all that our bodies and minds have to offer & You are very forgiving & You like to work on yourself & You want to raise a bunch of children.

OR

You have something to tell me. I like being messaged from random people.

OR

You just have the inclination.