I'm a weird Geek.
I'm a jack of many geekdoms, master of none. I don't specialize in a single geekdom, but bask in a multitude of genres; games (Roleplaying, Video & Board), comics, books, anime, guns, etc; I dabble evenly. The ONLY sport I like is MMA. I've been to a few convictions & even cosplayed.
I have esteem issues. Sometimes I don't like myself. I tolerate myself, but 68-85% of the time I’m ok with me.
I am a large guy, 355lbs. 2014, lost 30lbs & have maintained. I hope the same for 2015. It's my struggle, but I'm trying.
I write, many different things. I've had my comic book published; and I am currently working on a motion comic. I'm a cat guy. I am not into going to clubs. After a 10 year gap, I've gotten back into camping. I work at a library and I love it.
I am a very shy person. I normally can’t talk to women, unless it’s at work. I don’t know why, I want to talk, I want to have a normal conversation, but when I try I get all flustered and it doesn’t come out right and I get bogged down with anxiety. Kind of like Raj on 'The Big Bang Theory'. So obviously, I don't have much dating experience.
Once I get to know someone, I tend to open up. My sarcastic humor surfaces, at times I can seem like a talkative extrovert.
Some of my favorite quotes:
"Do not conform yourselves to the patterns of this world..."
"You need both; power and responsibility are commensurate. With great power, obviously, comes great responsibility. Because power unchecked by responsibility becomes bullying in the individual and tyranny in the collective.
At the same time responsibility without the power to fulfill it may be the ultimate hopelessness."
-Massad Ayoob from "The Gun Digest Book of Concealed Carry"
"It occurred to me that Heaven must be a place where the library is open twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week. No ... eight days a week.”
-Flavia de Luce, from 'The Sweetness at the Bottom of the Pie'
That's about all I got. But if you got a question, I'll answer any question.