I want to write a novel. I wish I spoke Spanish. I respect logic and reason. I haven't had a long-term relationship in over 8 years and haven't dated more than one or two dates for more than 3 years. Maybe I've lost my mojo. I feel more at ease when my house is clean. I have the habit of twisting and playing with my hair. I didn't get my first speeding ticket until I was 47. I like cars in the way teenage boys do. I am frequently lost and refuse to ask directions. For about 2 years I have been eating cereal for breakfast, lunch and dinner. When I go to parties I frequently get the feeling that I don't belong... for some reason I don't fit - so I avoid them usually.
Rock climbing gives me peace. Lately I have felt lonelier than usual. I have 16 year old twins - my son is in boarding school and my daughter lives full-time with her father so I have an empty house. That's probably the reason for feeling lonely. I am extremely fit and I don't have trouble with my weight and I don't like to date people who are overweight. I tend to like men who are tall, dark and handsome and rarely have I ever found a blonde man attractive - not to say it's impossible - just rare. I love greek salad and tawny port and massage and laying in bed reading on the weekends.