Welp. I was recently roofied, robbed, and assaulted in Boston
common, the day after my birthday. A number of things were stolen,
both of practical value (laptop, phone, wallet etc) and of great
sentimental significance. Physically, I got beaten up till I was
out of my body (now that's what I call a surprise party).
Regardless of what got taken, I'm grateful just to still be here.
The experience afforded me some unique insights in to human
function - a capstone, if you will, for my studies of the
destructive side of human behavioral psychology. Subsequently,
while recovering, I was afforded the opportunity to begin putting
what I've learned in to practical application; that is, the
empathic utilization of neuro-linguistic programming to be a
helping hand for whoever may be in need, starting with the other
patients. It's proven highly effective, giving others the pieces
they need to succeed while simultaneously enriching my life
experience. Very rewarding indeed.
No regrets, ever, for even the darkest experience can be framed in
to something one can learn from, and built in to an ever-brighter
future.
Definitely going in to social work, motivational speaking, and
education, to be united with a growing push in to audio production
and media design. Expect a youtube channel in the immediate future,
as well as narratives and documentaries as I develop these pursuits
further and synergize with like-minded individuals. Producing
uplifting, inspiring electronic music has long been a dream, one I
intend to begin menifesting in to reality by the year's end. Gonna
have fun with my life - I intend to help as many people as possible
and have a damn good time along the way.
Oh yeah. Along the way, I've recently kind of derived a zero-point
characterization of the quantum-dynamic capacitance for luminous
flux (great scott!). Essentially, this constitutes the
mathematical, algorithmic basis for creativity, forming the
foundation for a unified theory of everything, as it remedies a
number of inconsistencies that currently exist between discrete
bodies of human scientific understanding (hey, I was
struck over the head with an alcohol bottle - historically, getting
hit on the head with an "apple" has preceded some interesting
contributions). The inspiration for such? Simply trying to describe
the ever-increasing extent to which I love someone - literally, an
infinity of infinities beyond all infinity, in unlimited, boundless
recursuion. Stay tuned. <3
Prior to that, I'd just returned from a trip that spanned the
majority of the states within the northeast. While it came to an
end with a few unsavory decisions by some of those with whom I
traveled, it was nevertheless powerfully transformative, bringing
full circle a number of relevant points within my life, a journey
of experience I'll not ever forget. Now back in the boston area,
seeking a place within the city proper, though open to a whole new
realm of possibility for what comes next in my life.
I identify strongly with the element of a wolf, and seek a
closely-knit pack of individuals to go around helping people,
making the world a better place, and getting the most out of life.
More than anything, I am looking for a partner I can love on the
deepest level, with whom I can synergize my pursuits and creative
potential to make the most out of our life experiences. That'd
really be something.
I've been practicing Tai Chi and yoga on my own for a bit, and
they've done wonders for increasing my range of motion,
flexibility, balance, and agility. Good for releasing years of
stored tension in the body, too. As I heighten my proficiency, I'd
like to receive some more formal training in such, and expand to
other disciplines of martial art as well (krav maga would probably
be next on the list). As pretty much all of my adolescence and
teenage years were occupied by more domestic pursuits (helping my
single mom take care of my handicapped little sis), I neglected to
accrue foundational experience in kinesthetics during this time.
So, I'd like it if someone a little ahead of me in that regard
could show me some of the ropes, so to speak. It'd be nice to have
a partner to spar with (among other partner-oriented activities in
to which that may directly segue). Integrating parkour, dance, and
running in to my routine has certainly made travel-by-foot much
more enjoyable. It might be nice to get back in to fencing as
well.
Though a certified bio-manufacturing technician, questioning the
ethics of the industry has lead me to pursue alternate pathways in
my goals. I'm now at the point where I've taken weighty lived
experience pertaining issues of societal, interpersonal,
behavioral, mental, physical, emotional and spiritual health. With
the understanding and empathy this has afforded, I've crafted a
powerful set of tools. I find myself with the capacity to reach out
to those marginalized for their race, gender, age, sexuality,
religion, location, nationality, education, finances, ethnicity, or
anything else they have been told is "wrong" about them, and lend a
helping hand or shoulder of camaraderie. I can work with the
disabled, whose physical forms might not be able to express the
true measure of their intent, perceive that, and be an advocate for
those in need. I even have a special set of keys that I can toss to
those trapped within the throes of active addiction, to afford them
perhaps the greatest gift of them all - the chance start setting
themselves free from what would otherwise be a futureless existence
at the hands of their disease. It is truly an honor to be able to
hold this station, and I thank all who have been a part of its
fulfillment for the blessing of their presence in my life.
With this being a core theme of my life intent, there are a
plethora of means I am continually exploring to bring it to
realization, having a lot of fun all the way through. I don't know
if there is a more concise description of an
actor-scientist-rockstar-linguist-writer-orator-engineer-designer-chef-healer-herbalist-narrator-singer-counselor-therapist-traveler-masseuse-negotiator-ambassador-devicer-artist-metaphysicist-explorer-naturalist-producer
archaeologist-craftsman, which is in and of itself a shortlist of
the many facets through which I conduct my endeavors (I suppose the
concise job description would be, "me"), but, out of respect and
gratitude for all I have been given, I plan to use this lifetime to
cultivate whatever I can to the full extent of its fruition. I'd
like to see the good things I can create, to find out what I'm
capable of bringing to the table.
Presently, while seeking an immediate role of employment in a
counselling/social work type function, I plan on pursuit of an
associate's in science for audio production (to eventually expand
to a bachelor's in audio and media design, maybe) starting in
perhaps this September. I'd love to put together uplifting,
inspiring, good-sounding music (with EDM being my field of focus),
and to take on a Carl Sagan-esque role in an independently produced
documentary series is something long to which I've aspired. While
the intricacies of the details of the experience remain as of yet
to be seen, one thing's for sure - it's gonna be wild. And as to
just where it takes me - well, again, that's more of an
afterthought - wherever I go, I'll be happy beyond all measure, so
long as I go there side-by-side with the man of my dreams.
Oh, and speaking of cultivation, fruition, fields, bringing things
to the table - I think this would be a very good year to
get to tending that organic garden....