My profile is MY profile; stop criticizing me for what I've written. My photos are really me; stop saying they're fake. If you don't like how I look or what I have written, just please pass on to the next profile. Thanks. Also, I'M NOT HERE FOR SEX! I'm here for friends. Now, with that said...
I'm really only looking for local people.
I'm a pretty average girl with some eccentric ideas about life. I'm adventurous. I'm truly bisexual/pansexual, not because it's "hot" or because it is the trend these days, but because I'm simply attracted to both men and women. Many people don't understand me, and I'm not really sure why-- I'm not that complex. I just like to make myself understood. I'm friendly. I love helping people. When I'm insulted, I tend to rip the person that insulted me apart. I don't take BS from anyone. I'm shy, but when asked my opinion, I'll give it and not care who is offended. I'm not a fake and I don't pretend for anyone.
I seem to have the lowest self esteem of anyone I know. And I'm not proud of it. I was raised by my mother telling me I look like an idiot and will never get anywhere in life. And after 18 years of it, I have no choice but to believe it. It's whatever. I don't really care what people think of me, to be honest. Call me ugly, I'll just agree. And you can call me cute til you're blue in the face but I really can't believe anyone these days, since they just say it to get in my pants. I look in the mirror and see nothing but fat.
But I'm trying to fix that. I've become basically pescetarian (vegetarian plus fish). I no longer eat pork or beef EVER and poultry only when I can't get enough fish for a healthy diet. And I'm losing weight.
I'm slowly becoming happier with myself.
A sidenote- I love tattoos and piercings, but nothing gross or drastic: just the meaningful stuff. Body modifications fascinate me. I have four tattoos (an ankh on my lower left back, the Deathly Hallows symbol behind my right ear, a pawprint/antlers/full moon for Padfoot/Moony/Prongs on my left thigh, and an evil Cheshire cat on my left shoulderblade), 3 self-scarifications (a heart on one ankle, an ankh on the other, and the Deathly Hallows on my right thigh), and my left industrial is pierced as well as the right side of m nose and both earlobes twice; I have several more planned tattoos, as well as piercing my right cartilage x3, lip, tongue, and possibly my navel, if I can ever achieve a flat tummy. I obviously have a LOT of work still to get done but I'm slowly becoming who I want to be on the outside :)
I am fiery, openminded, determined, quirky, honest, and insecure. =]