A lot of my previous relationships haven't really lived up to my personal standards.  For this, I'm going to post exactly what I'm looking for.

To start with, I want what every girl wants:  Honesty.  Don't lie, cheat, or steal.  I want someone who is romantic but not overly so.  I want someone who actually cares about me and my state of being.  I want someone who will cook for me or at least clean up and do the dishes if I cook.  I want someone who will get jealous.  Not posessive "I can't talk to anyone" jealous but the kind where if someone is flirting with me, will get uncomfortable and say "Hey, that's my woman." 

I want someone who will say "Hey, let's go do something" at last minute's warning. 

Ultimately, I want someone who will love me for everything I am and is comfortable with my flaws.

So I recently got out of a relationship.  You'd think that I'd be sad about it, but I'm not.  He just wasn't the person I thought he was--the person I grew to love.  He was very emotionally constipated.  He was very self-absorbed.  But all's well that ends well right?  His loss.

Almost all of my friends are mad at me and I can't figure out why.  I just don't understand what I did or said that pissed them all off so much.  Oh well.  They'll come around...they always do.

So what do I say on this first entry of mine?  Hmmm....Should we start with some basics about me that I didn't mention on my profile?  Yes, I think that that's where I'm going to start.

Well, I had a terrible upbringing with a neglective mother who emotionally, physically, and mentally abused me.  I've had my heart broken many many times which explains why I'm so defensive.  I also tend to worry too much about stuff.

So why did I get an OkCupid account.  Well, I was on it before a few months ago up until I found my boyfriend.  My boyfriend recently got an account on here (he loves to argue and debate which is why he's on here in the first place) and he recently turned me back onto it.  I wouldn't mind meeting new people so I figured, "Why not?"

So, I guess that's it for the first entry...