Just looking for friends right now :)

Yay doing another rewrite of my profile.
My name is Tin, I'm 23. I'm pretty lost right now when it comes to life. Six months ago I was engaged, owned my own place, had a great job and a little dog. Now that's all gone...even my dog. I'm staying with a friend right now, waiting for unemployment and trying to figure out what I'm going to do with myself. I can't really describe myself on here, it's not like I'm the same all the time. Maybe most people are...Meh.

Just for my warnings: I have borderline personality disorder, and I'm fat. I'm also quite depressed and lonely so if those kinda things make you run away in horror, then do just that cause I haven't figured out a way to change. Not for lack of trying either.

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• blimbes

Being lost. Yay for me.

I write poetry. I don't know if I'm very good but I do know that I do it a lot and don't want to think I'm wasting all that time for nothing.

I'm a big girl.
Fat.
Yes I said it...I'm fat. XD

For those men who like bigger girls...they prolly notice my boobs or hopefully my eyes first.

My favorite books are ...anything by Tory Hayden, Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter. Just reading Twilight, haven't gotten into it enough to tell if I like it. Kissed by an angel...Three musketeers, Man in the Iron Mask, anything by Dumas. Movies...mostly fantasy and romantic comedies. Music: Avenged Sevenfold, PAIN, Marilyn Mason, Hierosonic, Placebo, Dresden Dolls, Pink, Korn, Savage Garden, Darren Hayes (Solo), Stone Sour, Slipknot, Saint Lecter, Humanwyne, Mindless Self Indulgence, Deja Vudoo, Breaking Benjamin, AFI, My Chemical Romance, A perfect Circle, Tokio Hotel, David Bowie, Queen, Deftones, Demon Hunter, Disturbed, Evanescence, Flyleaf, Mudvayne, Papa Roach, Type O Negitive, 3 Doors Down, 30 Seconds to Mars, Coldplay, Collective Soul, Fall Out Boy, Good Charlotte, Goo goo Dolls, Godsmack, Green Day, My Bloody Valentine, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, Oasis, No Doubt, Panic! At The Disco, Radiohead, Seether, Shinedown, Silverchair, The smashing Pumpkins, Soul Asylum, The Used, The Verve Pipe, Coheed and Cambria, From First to Last, H.I.M, Cradel of Filth, TaTu, Nightwish, The 69 Eyes, Bella Morte...Okay seriously I'm done now.One minute I'm rockin out to Killer Queen and the next I'm headbangin to disturbed.

I don't know...apparently I can live without people, without food, without a job or a house... Lets see...that would leave air, prescriptions and fluids. Although I have to put my friends and family on here... I love em to death.

Everything...life, death and in between. Injustice, unfair conditions, animal rights, civil rights, family guy, and inner reflection.

I usually don't know what day it is.

I'm an open book. I get very close to people and it makes me a little vulnerable, but it's worth it. There's nothing that makes me feel better then the friendships I have that I can trust in and feel good about when I go to sleep at night.

Look...I'm not into random hook ups. I don't wanna make out with a stranger. I want...that friend who doesn't mind if you call them in the middle of the night because you can't sleep. I want that friend who talks to you when you annoy the crap out of yourself. I want a connection with someone that's not built on lust and desire....Just happy to spend time together. I wanna be on the other end when you can't sleep. I want to read what you were thinking while I wasn't around and I want someone to want to know what' going on in my mind. I want someone worth my time, that I'll know forever.

So horny bastards please move along.
Anyone else: Feel free to messages me, chances are I already love you.